What is Destiny or Fate?

Gundam Seed Destiny 'edited' [Destiny + Impulse Gundam]

Sigh.. Prelims was over 4 days ago. Had 4 days to play till killer results are out tmr. Day1(thurs): Went K-box with class pple. but after that - sad life, had tuition and had to mop the floor.. haiz. Day2(fri): went blading with my dad from 1 end of ECP to another. super duper tired. Watched finish PoT National Championship. Day3(sat): Was in malaysia. thought was a waste of time, but got to admire all the master grade gundam models, fnish FMA and started on Black Blood Brothers. Day4(sun): finished Black Blood Brothers. Went to watch Underdog with Pengyou-s, liz and ben. then went home, finished Jap Hana kimi and grave of fireflies. Now, blog.Black Blood Brothers [望月 ジロー Mochizuki Jirō]

Hmm quite productive. But thats the end of rest. Sometimes, i really wonder what the future might hold. All of us are close friends, but will we still be in future, it remains a question. I will never want to lose these friends. But most of us will probably go our seperate paths after A's.. to Diff Uni-s, to diff faculties,etc.. Hopefully, when that time comes, we are still as close and can meet up like we do now. Hah! can't believe, cos ah vin kor kor is getting married, i suddeenly wondered wad it would be like in future, if a friend of mine gets married. Then i thought of pengyou-SY and ---. Just imagine. If they were to get married lets say in ? years time, then the usual pple are invited, all sitting at the same table... How happy such a gathering will be as we think about the happy times we shared and start crappping. That would seriously be a happy moment i'm looking forward to! hee.... But for now, we can only wonder. For sure, i will never forget nor want to lose these friends. I dread the day of graduation, where its time for us all to grow up and face reality, and seriously start thinking bout our future. Sigh.. Now, its time to mug! But also to fully enjoy the company of having friends in school...
JIA YOU EVERYBODY!! GANBATTE NE! LURVE ALL OF U!!!

~MeHhz~

Distractions, Diversions.

Rocker Miyavi Then.....
Miyavi Now....

Never really liked his songs last time cos it was too noisy, but did applaud him for his superb guitar skills. Now, he changed his image!! and the songs now are not too bad either. Woohoo!

Rawr! It's prelims.. And here i am blogging.. Can't believe myself. I had like 1.5 days to study for chem P2 to save the P3 i'm sure i flunked.. BUt.. NO. I slacked the whole day on wed, and even had the time to watch bleach movie yesterday. Then continued to slack, listening to 9.33 and watching tv till 10pm, then start to touch chem. Looked through till 1am, then went to sleep... Haiz. Just finished chem P2, and here i am using the comp again.
It just seems harder to sit down and study like before. I suddenly have no will to study, no interest to touch my notes. Parental pressure doesn't seem to work like before. I just feel like giving up studying now. But.. Cos of my own future, i GOTTA study hard. Despite telling myself all these, i'm still slacking..

[Gazette]

Suddenly, researching on J-rock bands and visual kei seems so much more interesting. Lurve their cool image and their skill are like WOWW!!! Listening closely to the drum rhythms and running notes of the electric guitar.. Wish i could ever play like that. AH!! i wanna learn guitar after A's!!
There are so many things i wanna do after A's.. :) I want to
- go blading more often
- go safra shoot
- learn guitar and drums
- catch up on my animes and j-dramas
- read all the fantasy storybooks i always wanted to
- go out with all my friends (shooters, classmates, ex-classmates)
- Hmm.. Give tuition to earn $$ ??

These are all that's in my head when i should be studying. Gosh!! Someone please ignite a passion for studying in me!! I seriously need to sit down and concentrate. So far, flunked chem and physics P3. Hopefully i do well for the other papers. Haiz.. Sometimes, it just seems like i have no aim in life. I have no idea what i wanna be in future or what i should do... Studying just seems so meaningless... Putting in all that effort just to see Alphabets like A, B, C, D, E, S & U on a stupid piece of paper. I guess some others feel the same as me too... Sigh.. the pathetic lives of students..

MeHhz~