ときどき、自分が本当に嫌いだ。今みんなはがんばっているから、あたしは何するの？
～MeHhz～

study in 5 mins.

Supposed to study.. :P
Kk, random short post.

Whee~ we look like sisters.. so says hoi... yay~
I'm so honoured.. haha... <33

Its quite interesting observing certain things.
Like..... daohu vs mochi. Dun deny... XD

Pple to date: Yiwei, Jacq, Eveline.
WE ARE TO STUDY.
But not these 2 weeks. I'm super busy...
sorry~

Anyone studying in RH library, call me along.

Haha.. so many pple couldnt recognise me.
I wave and smile, they stare wondering.
Who is waving to them LOL.
Some of their reactions are really epic.
Si Jia said hi back to me, walked passed me, then turned around and said hi again when she realised who i was. RJ couldn't recognise me sitting in the LT even though i msged her where i'm sitting. My piano teacher walked passed me twice without noticing, then he kicked a water bottle accidentally, and asked if its mine. I replied no leh... then after 5 seconds, he turn around again and said u're sheri? Lolx.
Do i look THAT diff? @.@

Study time.
~MeHhz~

shyte.

yes, its another ranting post regarding studies.
yes, i haven't studied at all.
Why is it pple can concentrate and i can't?
Ans: cos i lack discipline.
Why is it i keep flunking in uni?
Ans: cos i'm always distracted.
What have i done in this recess week?
Ans: NOTHING.
Did i have fun this week?
Ans: Mostly yes. that's the problem.

Solution?
Ans: STOP TOUCHING UR DEAR LAPPY. NO MORE NEW DRAMA/MANGA. STUDY DURING BREAKS. START FROM SCRATCH.
A whole lot of things i should do. But will i? time will tell...
~MeHhz~
*Grinz* i wonder if that 'tsundere' personality refers to a certain progress for someone. heheh.

Bye bye~

Yup, i finally decided to cut my hair.... No more unruly thick bunch at the back of my head. BUT. hairdresser didn't want to cut the hairstyle i wanted. She said it's too hard to maintain when my curly thick hair grows out. :X So its not the short hair i wanted. But still, it's different. :)
Unfortunately, when u have a fat face, whatever hairstyle u have doesn't really make a difference. So..... haha... not much diff bah.... ~.~ I think i miss my long hair already.... :X
i shall start growing it again... :P
~MeHhz~

Weird dream. Really.

K. I had this super duper weird dream. I have no idea how my brain pieced fragments of reality and gave me this impossibly weird dream. HAHA. I think it'll be quite comical and interesting for RH pple to read. :P
I dreamt about raffles hall pple. @.@ guess what? I DREAMT that kevin tay was desperately wooing a girl. Something so unlike him... And the girl was Xianling. OMG.. how did that link come about, i have no idea. HS's blog stated some 'events' or 'happenings' and i have no idea how my brain just equated that to kevin going after xianling. Yes, i was like going "OH! so that's what HS's blog is about" in my dream. HAHA. And apparently, the xianling in my dreams was quite flattered and was about to ditch her current bf shaun. :X And my brain just gave me another explanation: That was why xianling and shuan were so rough against each other during floorball games, its cos they already had this kevin tay friction btw them. HAHA. I have no idea how this dream came about. @.@ I believe shuan and xianling are still lovey dovey in reality. XD
Anyway, dreams aside. Recess week is about to end. And i've accomplised NOTHING.
I have no reason to react this way, no reason to feel this way. cut it.
I'm broke for now. Till tmr, if my tutee rmbs to pay me.
~MeHhz~

Recess Week.... Study week?

Argh... its now tuesday... I had FUN slacking for the past 4 days, since my cousin from malacca came down to tour singapore. Sat, sun, spent lazying around at home (while my bro brought him around s'pore) and watching movies at night with him. Then monday, my dad's back, so brought us out together to eat SHOKUDO~! and then went home. My cousin's supposed to catch the 7pm bus back to malaysia, but he rmbed the time wrongly, thinking it was 7.30pm. So... missed the bus and he stayed an extra night. HAHA! spend that whole night watching more movies till 4.30am. XD And so, after he left today, it's time to clean the house and sleep more.
I've totally lost the motivation to study after thur's ME2121 test. @.@ ARGH... there's like so much to catch up and i'm so tempted to start on new dramas, old animes and animes my cousin recommended. Not to mention, catch up on naruto~ RAWR~! i need to start studying. My hols are soooo packed also. Tmr driving + piano. Thurs tuition. Fri i have something, but i can't rmb for now. :P Sat, gathering at night. Sunday only free day. AH!!! when to study?!?! Sorry yw, jacq, evex, can't date u pple out to mug. :X
I'm missing my hostel room somehow. Or rather, campus environment. :X
~MeHhz~

suay day.....

Canon in D duet! NICE~!!

1) bluetooth mouse no batt... gotta use touchpad
2) got charged 10cents more for a cup of milo. was charged 90cents instead of 80cents
3) then, 40mins later, realised there's a fly swimming around in the milo all the while... lucky i haven't taken a sip yet.
4) Eat lunch, only MY fish has bones and scales. others dun have.
5) decided to bathe early for once, and nearby shower cubicles all filled =.=''
6) found a nice dry cubicle to bath... then i realised there are TONS of sandflies in it. YUCKS.
Not exactly the unluckiest day, but still quite suay.
Anyway, i think i've a fetish for banana drinks recently, especially after watching MR.Brain drama. Drank a cup of banana juice and a cup of banana milkshake yesterday. TWO cups of strawberry banana juice today. Plus, ate a banana fruit during dinner. HAHA...
~MeHhz~

Guy/girl pt2

KK.. time to announce the ans.... it is....
BOTH ARE GIRLS! haha...
Kk... actually i found the first pic at a website for short Guys hair...
So the first pic is supposed to be a guy, and the 2nd a girl..
BUT... as i surfed more sites.. i realised, the first pic is acutally a girl too!! Haha... the hairstyle webbie mistook her as a guy. LOLX....
So yup, both are girls... :)

Shit.. i'm supposed to be studying instead of surfing net.
:X
~MeHhz~

guy/girl

Can u guess? which pic is a guy and which is a girl?

Recently, the distinctions between a guy and a girl are gradually being blurred. With new fashion and trends, feminine guys and manly girls are like everywhere. No, i'm not against such stuff. I mean, that's their individual style, and they really look good. But no, i'm not supporting gays and lesbian stuffs either. I'm just intriqued that there are like soooo many times when u walk along the streets and take a second glance at the one who just walked by you. Is he a guy? Is she a girl? Is it a he or she? The distinct differences are now gone... But hey... feminine guys are cute, and boyish girls are cool! :) but that's only if they are straight.. Haha.... i've seen some who are not.. *shudders*

But its kinda cool with this 'mixed' dressing thing. I just find it interesting. haha... XD

That aside, midterm test on thurs. Recess week next week. YW.. i'm sooo gonna drag u out to study at least once during recess week! I really need to settle down and concentrate. :X
~MeHhz~

whines whines whines....

[Just a song i came across with great melody. I should go figure out the chords one day.]

I realised i'm getting more 'complainy'... guess i'm really kinda useless, all complains, rant's but no action taken. *self slaps* I've been blogging kinda frequently these days cos i just can't concentrate on studies... i ended up stalking pple's blog today... and becoming more envious...
There's this senior who's like super duper cool.... if i'm to describe, pple will know i'm stalking her blog, so nope, i shan't say much. But just, i totally look up to her. Her image, her talents, her devotion, etc... it's just sooo WOW-able... Maybe some pple might think its normal... but to me, its incredible.
And the stupid washing machine is bullying me.. the meter stated 50 mins to wash, but its like 2hrs already, and the machine is still washing. PISSED! i wanna sleep early today lah! end up i still gotta wait for the stupid machine, then dryer.... =.=''
Nvm.. i should use the time to study.. but no, i'm chatting with my dears on msn and surfing blogs. *stabs myself*
time to go check on the washing machine~
~MeHhz~

lazy pig.

[INDY celebrating my bday. Thanks dears~ ]
Yes, i'm a lazy pig. Much as i know how much i need to study to make up for my stupid brains, I'm still wasting away my time. Sheesh. Hopeless case. Someone just come and slap me, or date me to study. sigh.

To do list:

ME2103: try lab, read lecture notes. ~.~

ME2113: Read chapt2,3 4. Redo tut1, do tut2.

ME2121: Read entropy chapt. Redo Tut1. Do tut2.

ME2134: Read chapt 2,3,4. Redo tut1, DO tut2.

ME2143: Redo tut1. START reading this mod. NO MORE escaping.

GEK1519: Tut2, Read chapt 5-10. :)

TONS to complete. But studies aside.. Yay~ aikido was 'giddy' today. rolling here and there, front row, back row... But i love it, really missed the younger days where i played the rolling relays with fellow aikido kids.. XD Aikido is kinda slow moving, since i'm learning together with the beginners, but refreshing too, cos its like recalling what i learnt years and years ago...

And did i ever mention, there are shuai ges there as well? haha... there's this guy who looks TOTALLY japanese. But i heard he's from myanmar i think. Damn shuai lah, like totally out of some martial art manga. And other guy, not in NUS anymore, but he's just coming to learn/teach. shuai dai.. haha... Never expected aikido to have eye candies.. :P

But there are extreme weirdos too.. @.@ there's this guy who's like thai and i partnered him for awhile. Damn irritating lah! he's uniform is like all coming loose and he doesn't care. Then i'm like face to face with him, about 0.8m apart, and it's his turn to execute the move, he'll take a deep breath and blow out... =.= INTO MY FACE! WTH lah... was damn pissed lor. and he did it not once, twice or 3 times, but ALOT of times. I'm like trying my best to avoid partnering him again lor. Haha... Yikes...

But anyway, without indy/hall life, at least i managed to find another thing to look forward to, every tues and fri~ :) plus floorball every sunday and alt thurs.. But my studies are suffering...

~MeHhz~

Sunday night/monday morn...

Celebrated Kevin's b'day with indy... walked from RH all the way to TH to find him, at 1am in the morning. haha.. we ended up in Macs cutting cake, eating satay and fries... Chitchatting, catching up with everyone till about 3am+... MOst have things undone, tutorials to do, lectures to read, morning lessons, but we still stayed to bond. Yeah... maybe we are not disciplined, but i guess everyone of us just missed meeting up and crapping together like last time. =) We used to eat supper like almost everyday, but not anymore, so birthday gatherings are bonding periods.
Argh.. time to read lecture notes b4 i go sleep, else i'll feel guilty for slacking. XD
Time to mug hard this week. :X
~MeHhz~

瞳の先に [hitomi no saki ni] by Orange Range

Dunno why, but i'm totally addicted to this song. Probably cos it's about life. ^^ and it's catchy.

~MeHhz~

I NEED TO STOP SURFING THE NET!

I NEED TO STOP TOUCHING MY IRRESISTABLE LAPTOP! >.<
~MeHhz~

Settled.

FINALLY, my timetable is settled. I got the module i wanted at last. XD

Now i can cut hair! haha... but i'm having second thoughts again. :X

No special occasion now that my birthday is over, and its kinda 'waste' $$.... Hmm....

Anyway, been wanting to study hard this sem. (i say that everytime, but i nvr did it) But i'm like already behind schedule... Sigh... I decided not to joing any hall activities 'cept floorball, but why does it seem like my nights are all filled with stuff? Monday night free (but i end up going home to wash toilet cos i'm too lazy to wash on sundays), tuesday Aikido, wed tuition and piano, thurs floorball (alternate weeks), friday Aikido, sat free (till tuition changes from wed to sat), sunday floorball. DIE LAH!!!

But still i'm enjoying every moment of it. Many times i wanna quit piano, but with such a great teacher like Jon, i end up wanting to learn more. Tuition, i need the moolah, so can't quit. :P Floorball, i REFUSE to quit cos i need exercise, and i've always wanted to play that sport since sec school. Aikido, i just started joining this NUS cca. Learnt it since young, but when i was about 14, i start to get sick of it, i dreaded going for practice. Now that i think back, i wonder why i hated it so much. I kinda enjoy it now. =) relieves stress. SHERI GOTTA JIA YOU AND STUDY!

~MeHhz~