HUh

Die.. i'm a comp noob and blogger has to 'remove' the upload pics toolbar. I dunno how to 'upload' a pic in html format. As i'm typing this, i dun even know if it'll appear normally when i post it. @.@
anyway, I'm too lazy to blog. Lotsa updates. i shall just type the short random ones. my thoughts and feelings.. i'll just wait till before semester starts again, to blog a long post once and for all.
1) Whee.. met AQUOS for harry potter. so-so movie, but great company! XD
2) OMG! went to cashstudio with evex and kelvin(is that how its spelt?) finally. So fun singing jap songs! songs u'll nvr find in kbox... i wanna go again!
3) Urgh... gotta do lotsa things, but still undone.
4) Had driving today, and i simply love this instructor. Not LOVE love.. but just that he's so friendly and good at teaching! i totally dun feel nervous driving when he's talking... the feeling is like i'm learning from a relative. haha... too bad he's not my regular instructor..
5) Bidding starts tmr... another day closer to school reopening... T.T
6) went malaysia last week. Finally went to jonker's street, the tourist attraction, after like 19 years of going to malacca. Finally got to see a tourist site. Lolx. too bad i din had any chance to buy anything, with my parents rushing for time. =.=''
6) I just wanna say.. i'm sorry yw. i know i should have been acccompanying u this period. But last week was real hectic for me, with relatives staying over and going to malaysia etc...
7) sometimes i feel made use of by certain pple. Is it me being too sensitive, or others being too demanding?
~Mehhz~

short post

EDIT: blogger has some probs, so i'm using an old post to blog. I'm freaking pissed now. I've enuf sh*t to worry about and you come in to start ur nonsense just cos my cables are a triffle messy, even after i DID try to neaten it. Messiness was only due to convenience, but knowing u, u would nvr buy that 'excuse'. RAWR! time to arrange modules. time to stress myself up with the pulling up of my grades. time to face the fact that i'm dumb once again. Many things i wanna blog, but blogger doesnt allow. even blogger is denying me my rights to vent my fustrations. freak.

In the end, my dad still found out i dropped my lappy b4, and made me send it for repair to change the cracked cover. another 1 week without my lappy. =(
Missed cosfest this time. OMG. am i really losing interest in these stuff? or am i just pure lazy to pursue my interest.
i guess, in certain ways, i'm still unable to step out of my comfort zone, and face certain facts. i'm supposed to grow up, but. what the hell have i been doing.
~ MeHhz~

*smile*

I'm sooooo happy... my lappy's revived. life without my lappy is close to unbearable. =)

fed-up

I'm just so fed-up with myself, and my laziness, and my clumsiness. Too pissed to elaborate. Life these days seems so meaningless and argh. Whatever. My incapabilities seem to sneer at me everyday. My dad's back, happy as i am, life is still gonna get tougher and stricter now that he's around. No more TV, dramas online, anime, etc.... Many more things to blog about, but i dun have the mood to do so now.
On a lighter note, i happened to switch the tv channel and caught AYG guys 10m air rifle finals. I'm SOOO glad that ABEL LIM won bronze! So proud of him! though i doubt he even remembers me, since we only trained together about 3 times. But still... Woots! coach must be so proud... (though i wonder if abel is still under him. i think not.)
~MeHhz~