dunno what title....

ha... i'm braindead already. Can't even think of what title to type for this post.
Anyway, minor updates...
Bicycle report due on mon... Ahhh~ *flails*
It's fun but.... tough. (though the one with the worse job is jenny. :X )
Wed, went for dance blast concert. OMG. They're really DAMN GOOD! great performance... sharp movements, entertainment value there. Great costumes, etc.... totally enjoyed it. though my test was the next day, i still glad i went for it. Plus, rmb i mentioned there was a 'koike teppei looking guy' from the 'dance unsensored' concert last year? haha.. He performed this time again. Pity i wasn't sitting in the front row, so din recognise him till it was the credits... =( haha...
watched IRIS (korean drama) first epi just now on the mrt... cos i was too sian to study and too bored to listen to music. :X but it SUPER NICE! haha.. i understand why it got high rankings already.... XD I shan't spoil the show by watching it in snippets on and off... If i am ever guai enuf to study all my modules up to date, then i'll reward myself to a FULL NIGHT (watch all) of IRIS. motivation to study... haha... if i'm not done with any module, no watching till the end of sem. don't spoil the show sheri!
Kk.. time for me to sleep, then tmr continue 'idea generation' for bike proj, and ss readings. :X
~MehHz~

bad week

I want. I need. I hope.
I procrastinate. I laze. I complain.
I should just be satisfied with life.
Pls sheri, learn the meaning of 'being contented'.
i hate it. i accept it. i face it. can i?
~MeHhz~

CNY2

Lotsa stuff in my mind recently.
But everytime i wanna blog, my mind's empty.
anyway, here whatever i can rmb:
Projs.... MANY due soon. i'm panicking. Recess week is gonna be over soon. When will i stop slacking and get down to business? test coming up on thurs, and i haven't even touched page 1 or that module. SHIT.
K enuf of studies. Indy came to my house to celebrate cny. =) treated them to pizza and celebrated John's birthday. watched night in the museum and hitman. played risk. Loved the company. Cleaning up is always a chore. Mopping the floor, keeping the stools, cleaning the table, etc... BUT when i see friends enjoying, i'm a happy sheri. =) that's why i NEVER mind Aquos coming to stay over. I might be shag due to sleeping late due to the sleepover, sian to clean up, but i still do it willingly. cos i enjoy seeing friends enjoy themsleves~ XD Simliarly, indy too. Was still afraid that my house had nothing to entertain them other than movies. But thankfully there's Risk. XD Glad they enjoyed.
A certain friend couldn't come cos that friend was in malaysia, plus that friend felt awkward joining in, but no matter what, that friend will always be part of indy. due to certain incidents etc... that friend seldom joined indy activities, but i believe and trust that indy is always open for that friend to join in anytime. *huggs* no worries. (although the friend doesn't know my blog, but i'm just typing to remind myself of certain stuff)
Human relations can really be upsetting or complicated, but without human relationships, life will be dull. treasure friendships. =)
oh... regarding the first 3 days of cny, day 1: grandma house for lunch, day 2: aunt's house for lunch too, day 3: uncle's house for lunch. and these 3 days, sheri has been guai and acted like a girl of my age~ HAHA.... my aunt was still saying "wha... last few years ur mum was still complaining u dun dress up, dun care bout clothes, etc... Now i see u go uni, start dressing up liao." LOL... Kk.. i admit its fun to dress up, but TROUBLESOME. haha.. I've always like seeing clothes, but wearing nice clothes? Lazy lah.. and uncomfortable... So... only such occassions i shall, to please my mum, and at least dun look so childish among my cousins, since i'm like older than them, but always seem as young as them. LOL. I think if i'm with them infront of outsiders, they might think i'm about their age (sec3-JC)... haha... Cannot cannot.. must act more mature. XD but other than CNY or functions, i'll prob still be in my baggy tees and jeans. hehe~
Rawr~ thurs already. Tmr's fri. DONE NOTHING this whole week. Tonight! Finish GEM readings + notes. Tmr! study 2135 at least till page 50! and night, SS readings. Sat, relatives come, busy day, SHIT. Sun, lab report, 2135. Monday, 2142 webcasts, ALL, plus 2101 tutorial. Tues, 2114. I'm DYING!!! so many other stuff uncompleted. Serve me right for slacking so much during recess week!!!
Meetin yw tmr aft to mug!! =)
~MeHhz~
I really really look up to him, with the amount of work thrown onto him, amount of stress he faces, he still has time to help out the needy, still takes time to enjoy, and yet, still complete all he has to do. Peifu. Capable. I must learn to be as disciplined!!!! RAWR~

eh erm er....

EDIT2: Oh yay. The 2nd ah niu song is working now~ XD

EDIT: added a new blog song. from 阿牛. Long time no listen, brings back my childhood memories. My fav song. =) My bro started playing 阿牛's songs today. haha.. And i just realised, he changed his blog song too, to this that i changed to! XD We both like the same song~ haha... 阿牛's songs are really meaningful. =) wanted to add another song, but unfortunately the link doesn't work. =( go listen if u're interested http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mo49Y42DgEo&feature=related.

I dunno.. i suddenly feel that i've been neglecting some friends who are close to me.
Staying in hall made me so closed off from the world, and i'm so busy with all the hall stuff and module lectures, projects etc, that i've neglected my other friends who have been so close to me.
I tend to think that our relations won't be affected since we're so close already...
But i'm missing their company somehow.
Take CNY for example. I arranged an indy meeting @ my house on wed cos of John's birthday. But cos of that, i can't invite aquos, yw, sy, eveline, jean, shooting peeps, etc...
I feel bad, i mean they are my closest friends, but i can't find time in this one week for them. At least i convinced my mum to let me out on friday lunch with yw.
But the rest? :X
So I'll formally say SORRY here.
I'll try my best to arrange meetings and dates with u all more often.
INDY coming to my house tmr~ =)
~MeHhz~

CNY

I miss going back to malaysia.
I've always loved the CNY mood there, etc....
Too bad this year.
But at least i got to celebrate CNY @ my maternal grandma's house... =)
Been in 'holiday' mood so far, house visitation, go here go there...
go home, shag already, just nua infront of the TV.
RAWR~ i need to mug soon. recess week is not to play!
haha...
no 'special' cny mood so far, since my maternal side relatives, i meet them SOOO often, for christmas, birthday celebrations etc... Its like every other meeting, just that got ang baos to collect, and everyone dresses 'nice nice'... angbaos are few this year too... :X no idea why...
i wanna go malaysia~ *sobs*
and can't meet aquos since i'm so busy this week.. :X so SORRY~
Jacq!!! haven't been seeing u online these days! (prob cos i haven't been online too)
How are u surviving over there? :X HAPPY NEW YEAR! take care over there! *huggs*
~MeHhz~

长大

有时候，我真的很害怕长大。看着周围的朋友们一个一个地进步，自己却在那儿停留不动，一点儿本事都没。父母亲的期待，让我感到自责与自卑。大家都认为我能够在大学读书是因为我聪明能干，但他们都错了。我之所以能进入大学是靠运气还有上天的保佑。但现在的我，在大学里却不断的挣扎。每一天都是一种提示，提醒我我实在不该读大学。面对着天才般的朋友们，学生们，我真的很想哭。最终，我还是个失败者。
今年我已快二十一岁了，却还不知道长大后如何是好。我真的开始害怕了。。。
~MeHhz~

sadded....

Haix... super pissed with my incapability to perform @ this year's IHG.
Screwed up continuously. Though others are like: sheri, u did well.. etc...
But for those who know the game, i actually did badly. T.T
Lotsa loopholes, etc.... *cries*
and i made that STOOOPID mistake at the last minute.
Even Shafiq was like "why u do that...."
But overall, the team played superb, with that undying spirit, etc.
LOVE THEM.
I promise i'll play better next year, if i can get to stay in hall.
RH WILL GET INTO SEMIS!!!
yup, we failed this year. Got 2nd last, but still was an improvement from getting last @ last year's match. =)
Now.... MUG!!! today, gotta research for proj.
Tmr, do gem tutorial and readings!
And start to do ME proj research~
SHERI JIA YOU!!! Stop being a useless idiot!
~MeHhz~

Achievements

Academic achievements: 1 page of readings.

Satisfaction: non-measurable

Regrets: NONE.

Yes, i missed a WHOLE DAY of school (parents dunno~).

All due to Amplitude soundcheck, dry runs and rehearsals.

But it was a BLAST. Yes, we sucked initially, no confidence, getting flat & sharp continuously. But bear in mind, we only had 4 weeks of prac + learn song, twice a week for first 2 weeks, 3 times for 3rd week and about 4 times for the last week. our size: 19 pple.

Still we pulled through~ WITHOUT BEING OUT OF TUNE!!!

Whee~ RH Choir!!

(and i love how RH always add snippets of drama in performances!)

haha.... i used to feel a little detached from them, but after this. Whee!

love them.

AND I LOVE RH PPLE!!! ESP INDY!!! they came down to spport me and ryan~ k.. plus rafflesian lah... but they could have just thought: eee... choir, boring, go for what. =) I *hearts* them. haha..

I know i should have asked Aquos along, but then again, scary leh... they're from pro choirs.. Listen to us so paiseh, so i din tell them. But PRIS was THERE cos of Resonance... AHHH~ :X haha... hope i din 'xian4 chou3'... haha...

Raffles Group PIC~

So sweet right? notice the flower we are holding, RH band senoirs bought for ALL choir members leh!! XD

Argh.. i just realised we din take indy photos... =.=''

And i COULDN'T SPOT PRIS anywhere!!! Where were u?!

Back to hall @ 10.40... went for floorball prac till 1am! haha...

Yah, shag, but fun! LOVE them too.

And thanks for Shuying for her MM treat~

(though i couldn't join them for MM supper treat, i 'thick-skinned-ly' asked for CCT.) haha... Absolute thirst quencher when i'm playing floorball halfway.

SO!

Now is back to work...

Gonna do readings (for 10am lecture tmr)...

then if i'm still awake, complete lab report.

I'm tempted to stay awake till breakfast...

Hmmm. Shall see if i have the stamina. =)

K. MUG MUG MUG NOW! FUN OVER.

~MeHhz~

Oh, and i sprained my ankle again. =.='' Hope it heals quick quick, so i can still play IHG floorball on sunday. Thank god it's only the kind of sprain that hurts (badly) when u apply pressure at the wrong angle. Otherwise, running is still okay~ =) *prays hard it heals...*

blank mind

Oh well... been wanting to blog on several stuff, but haven't had the time to sort out what's in my mind, and offhand, i can't rmb what i want to blog. :X

First thing i rmb: PICS OF KAWAII KEYCHAINS!!

Rmb i mentioned i bought keychains with eveline @ the JSS bazaar? Well, here are some pics! the middle and right ones are mine. =) Doesn't the panda remind u of hoi? XD

Next up, Culture Comm suddenly had me to design posters to ask residents to come support amplitude @ UCC this feb... ME?! no photoshop skills AT ALL... HOW?! thank god i was going home... and i had the 'creatacard' software... SO.... Tada! i did 2 posters! Come support AMPLITUDE @ 3FEB!! a.k.a tmr! oh no, it's past 12, so... later today! XD

Posters not bad for a noob designer right? =P

Thirdly.... I'm seriously lagging in my studies AGAIN. SHIT. But i'm back in my room like 12midnight everyday after choir/floorball prac, and i have no energy to mug already. Been delaying my study of many stuff. My lab report is NOT even done. *panicks* =O

Plus, Proj drafts due next week, and my grps are (yes, plural, i've 2 projs) meeting on days which i can't make it. I feel SO guilty lah! :X Oh. 3 proj, including the mech eng one. DIE!!!!

After this week, at least i'll be more free, no more floorball or choir trainings. CHIONG study. No more shag afternoons, etc...

But CNY is nearing.... busy cleaning up... :X and there's midterms AFTER CNY WEEK!!! *cries*

SHERI Ganbatte!

~MeHhz~

slack

slack slack slack. Nothing but slack.
Haven't completed anything so far.. and i'm TIRED.
=.=''
Shall go sleep.. without doing anything today.
My fault.
read KIELI, a 7chapt manga, instead of doing lab report.
and now, i'm tired, sleepy and emo.
i shall HECK everything and go sleep.
Lotsa stuff to update, with pics, etc....
But too tired to bother.
and i'm feeling sad for no reason. PMS bah.
haha.... sian these days.
I should start mugging hard again.
But i gotta complete my lab report first.. :X
Zzzzzz
~MeHhz~