*frowns*

Should've known my parents won't be so easy going about me signing up that course. Well, at least i thought so at first. I signed up like a month ago, paid about a week ago, but only mentioned to my mum 2 days ago. She was all 'okay lor' even though i had to miss my cousin's birthday party. But i can always join in after. Then came to her telling my dad. First thing he mentioned: waste of time. Second thing, should have signed up for computer-related course instead.
Oh well, i knew he wouldn't be happy. I knew it'll be frowned upon. But so far, he hasn't come find me to talk about it. He just mentioned his views against it to my mum. Am steeling myself for the actual time he comes to nag at me. Hopefully he doesn't and lets it go. :X
*crosses fingers*
~MeHhz~
can i ever do anything i like without trepidation?

edit: haha.... of cos he didn't let go. i feel so stupid. time to accept.

congrats~

Congrats to MICHELLE for her engagement!! =)
Haha... her bf can be considered a 'market spoiler' from the way he propsed to her... XD awww... she's one lucky girl! XD only 1 year my senior, and already engaged, to be married in 2012 to a husband who holds a stable job in the bank, though she has to live in HK with him since the company posted him there.. but still, she's so xing4 fu2!! So happy for her!!! My first close friend to get married... haha....

Aiyo... we're all growin old... :X Time to choose FYP now.... getting all @.@ over FYP choices... blah.... hopefully i can find one that i'll be able to cope with.

Finally signed up something with jacq and pris. Hesitated at first, but then cos i'm growing older, i just wanna have this experience while i'm young and not have regrets when i grow older. To know whether it boost my confidence or trample on it, i won't know till i've tried. But i should at least have the courage to try instead of shirking it and regretting next time. So, yao2 jin3 ya2 guan1, go!

Been a DAMN long time since i met up with eveline and brandon. Been busy over the last few weekends.... hmm.. maybe this sunday? Next sunday probably going to USS with YW and my other sec school friends. Die lah, it's been damn long since i last spoke to those guys. It's gonna be damn weird, but thank god there's yw to pei me. haha...
~MeHhz~

*screams*

sian ah.......

My appeal for special sem didn't go through... =(
half more hols to slack away..... and feel guilty for slacking...
Argh~ feeling rather aimless now... blah.
~MeHhz~
有时只想把自己关起来，什么都不知道，就不用感到嫉妒，也不用应此而内疚。

i know

i know it hurts when birthday plans end up 'nothing' or when a happy day is spoilt by unhappy events or quarrels. It's totally not my fault, but i can't help feeling like i should have been able to do something. somehow. I don't get how they can actually miscommunicate, seriously. blah. i did my part, tried my best, shall just leave it to them. can't help feeling a little sad though. ohana.
~MeHhz~
What's with guys getting more petty than girls these days. @.@

quite awhile~

Been quite awhile since i last blogged.
Have been behaving like anti-social prick recently, not going online, not going out, not aiming for anything in life, just passing day after day aimlessly by reading fanfics, storybooks and watching vids.
Sorry friends for MIA-ing.... just didn't have the mood to go socialise on facebook, etc...
I'm thinking if i should start organising a movie outing for TPSC friends since it's been so long, but i'm sian, sian of organising any meet ups. i just feel so spiritually tired this hols. Tmr's monday. Time to start being a little more active.

Sorry for not meeting up with friends these days, but if u ask me out, i'll come. Just trying to save as much $$ as possible by staying home cos my dad's and bro's bday are this month. But still, i'm willing to spend $ once friends ask me out haha. I shall be more pro-active in asking friends out next time... but not at the moment. =)
~MeHhz~
ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA AND KOR KOR~!

wow

Uncle Mike's awesome.
Despite not doing well in studies when he was younger, he worked hard on his passion. And now, full page cover of him on straits times sports section today(6 june). Soccer coach. I guess it's almost everyone's dream to get a job that you enjoy, a job that's your passion/hobby. Uncle Mike achieved it. pretty awesome. I'ld say he's a lucky guy, but i know he strived hard all these years to get the certifications he has now, to get to the level where he's PAID to do this job he loves and is able to support his family of 3 kids. What a guy. My cousins should be damn proud of him. =)
Haha... it's not everyday that your closest relative gets on the straits times. So proud of him!
~MeHhz~

assume

Just a quick post on what i read today.
Haha.. came across this phrase today:

ASSUME makes an ASS out of U and ME.

this guy was telling this friend who keeps assuming stuff. I just found it so amusing. :X haha... Love it when i stumble across such interesting phrases~ =)

Another one i never forget is Curiosity Killed the Cat. Common phrase right? But not many have heard of the follow-up phrase: But Satisfaction Brought it Back!
So the cat actually survived!! there's nothing wrong being curious. =P
Haha.. k, i'm being nostalgic here cos i can still rmb how intrigued i was by the phrase when i was in secondary 2. Haha..
~MeHhz~

Blur

Wha lao... when can i stop being so blur. TSK!
i didn't get the special sem mod on the first round of ballot and decided to apply again on second round. Thought today was second round. But just found out it was yesterday. SHIT.
So now can only appeal. But chances are low cos i think prioity given to NS pple. SIgh....
~MeHhz~