HOHOHO~

IT IS SO IRONIC...
my paired presentation is on Motivating thru setting of GOALS...
AND I PHAIL terribly at it...
wha..... slacking full time... :X
kk... it's 12midnight now.
Time to mug after this!!!! =(
~MeHhz~
rtf +1 =)

Johari Window

Was doing this 'test' thingie i got from my HR module...
A test to show you the true concept of how you view yourself and how others view you.
THE JOHARI WINDOW.
There's 4 categories.
- The arena ( you know yourself well, others know you well)
- The blindspot (you dunno yourself, others know you well)
- The hidden arean (you know yourself well, but others dunno)
- The unknown (both yourself and others dunno much about yourself)
And... guess which category i'm in?
THE UNKNOWN.
It's kinda freaky, considering the fact that i still don't know my path in life.
Sigh... all i can do is jia you in UNI.
MUG HARD SHERI!
i know i lack motivation. But it's still down to I, me and myself to pull me thru this last 2 years of uni life. Please.... buck up.
~MeHhz~

KTV...

Happy Birthday Prissypoo~!!
Went KTV with AQUOS + some other friends today,
to celebrate prissy's bday....
Had fun listening to pros sing.... XD
Had fun just being with them....
Went to the balestier branch, the same place i last went with indy.
brought back memories....
K moments with indy is just so unique i guess...
everyone gets high tgt... and yet, each chooses our own emo songs.
All emo tgt with (i Believe) different thoughts in our heads...
No questions asked, but it's just comfortable.
K with AQUOS was slightly diff, but still, maximum fun!
Surprisingly the songs they chose, i know most of them.
INDY must have widened my knowledge. XD
More english songs with AQUOS though... haha...
easier for me to catch. LOL.
After that was dinner... LOVE THE SALAD.
Coming from a non-vege person like me,
either the salad was really nice, or i'm hungry.
HAHA~ overall... i missed AQUOS meet ups.
We're all so busy these days.... older, and busier...
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everytime i visit her blog, i feel for her...
it kinda hurts, to see the both of them suffering.
K. i don't know if the guy is suffering...
Not sure whether the girl is still suffering....
But to witness 2 coming together, only to be broken up.
it's saddening.... i don't know the reasons...
but i just wish them well, tgt or not..... take care.
~MeHhz~

end of recess week.

so. i've reached the end of recess week.
And achieved nada.
just chatted with an old “buddy”....
Missed the times when we were closer.
but thanks to the convo, i'll buck up on my studies!
SHERI, YOU CAN DO IT!
rtf +1. =)
~MeHhz~
虽然告诉自己别再想了，但也知道那是不可能的。
只好加把劲儿，加油！！
お兄ちゃん、こいしがるよ。。。本当に。。。

Recess Week....

i'm guilty. of slacking. ever since friday.
done what i wanted, didn't do what i should.
meaning, i slacked like shit and didn't mug.
oh wells... caught up with hotaru 2, left with the last episode.
Completed 'personal preference', the korean drama.
Sigh... shows that i'm following are all ending.
My daily weekday dose of 10pm HK drama on channel U ends tmr.
I've watched the next drama (D.I.E) that's gonna air already, so i don't have to follow...
My weekly dose of Japanese drama (hotaru no hikari 2) is completed, i'm only left with the last episode... i finished the korean drama airing on saturdays, and the HK one that airs on weekend on channel U.
In short, weekday/end no more show to follow.
Oh well.. it's time for me to mug hard le.
what happened to the motivation i had at the beginning of this sem!?
time to settle down and stop slacking. gotta mug, and do proj research.
ANYBODY out there who needs company mugging, contact me!
though my wed and thurs this week are occupied with proj meetings.
Sigh... so much for recess week. so much to do. >.<
~MeHhz~
好想念过去，但我该长大了。

tired....

4 hours of sleep the night before...
still, went to RH to see INDY pple....
had 'dinner' with them, with me taking drinks and banana.
LOL.. i am NOT gonna touch hall food still.
Miss the environment... was glad to meet up with them.
Nice performance by unplugged (hweesh & john) and choir!
Kevin Tay's first performance in choir as bass~ HAHA...
Did up crystal's bday 'book' abit.. then went home....
settle stuff, etc.. and now, 2.12am.
another day with 4 hours of sleep, since i got 9am LAB tmr.
Means gotta wake up at 6.30am... ZZZZzzzzz...
Anyway, i don't regret going to RH.
After a fun lab tmr, 12-5 slack in comp cluster, 5-6 lecture.
7.45 piano... THEN!!! it's home to rest shiok shiok....
RECESS WEEK!! but then hor....
recess week is STILL super packed. =( with proj meeting etc...
JIA YOU SHERI!! recess week is to mug too!!!

modules that i 100% need to catch up on (all in fact):
-3112 EVERYTHING
-3122 fin efficiency onwards
-2151 read thru again
-3162 try to organise thoughts on info
-3101 research + model
-2002 search up paired proj points

~MeHhz~

the old days....

Had a friend who started posting old animes on fb.
Made me rmb those times.....
How i was crazy over anime.... so very crazy.
My first was INITIAL D!
I shall exclude pokemon/digimon cos i didn't consider them anime then. haha... noob me thought they were cartoon... oh well, and dragonball. Though i watched a little of it, i wasn't really INTO it....
Initial D, intro-ed to me by my bro...
Then... i had access to AXN after my parents subscribed cable.
I missed the ranma 1/2 broadcasts.... =(
I only started watching halfway thru Groove Rave Adventure.
Then was Rurouni Kenshin. Then was Gensomaden Saiyuki.
After that, i don't rmb watching anything else on Axn....
I think they removed animes... But i dearly rmb waking up in the wee hours of the morning, 4am? 5am? or was it 6am? to watch the repeat broadcast cos my parents wouldn't allow me to watch them... so i watched the repeated telecast when they were asleep, b4 i go school~
Then there was arts central... showing shaman king, peacemaker, etc... I couldn't really follow those animes anymore, cos those were shown at night...
BUT! i dl-ed bitorrent already... so was happily watching naruto, bleach, inuyasha, gundam seed and seed destiny, and many more....
And the craze began..... continuous love for anime...
Though i've sort of 'grown up', haven't been watching much.
But i dearly miss those old animes, with better plots...
Nowadays... the animes seem repetitive...
AND! oh..... the songs~ the SONGS~!!
Openings... endings.... I MISS THEM ALL....
the memories they bring back....

I wonder if i can still find animes that make me as crazy over it as i was for those last time........ The power of Takumi(Initial D), Haru (GRA), Cho Hakkai (Saiyuki), Sesshoumaru? (Inuyasha), Kenshin (duh.. Kenshin), Kakashi (Naruto), Renji (Bleach), GUNDAMS~, etc....
~MeHhz~

i wanna.....

i wanna meet up with friends....
i wanna go cashstudio...
i wanna go k with indy...
i wanna go to friend's bday parties...
i wanna go iceskate...
i wanna watch movies...
i wanna watch dramas...
i wanna read mangas...
i wanna go shopping and splurge...
i wanna SLACK~!!!
haha... k.. i've been slacking here and there anyway...
but still... argh... i should be mugging!
I sometimes dunno what i've been doing.
i've been slacking, but i've done none of the above.
and i haven't mugged much.
SHERI!!! study moar~!!!
~MeHhz~

why

why do u have to be so mean?
am i not allowed to consult?
why didn't u tell me then?
why must u tell me only now?
after 2 years.
when i was asking for your opinions,
u don't give a damn.
now? you're telling me i should have taken business.
thankyou. for you KIND and WILLING support these years.
why can't u be normal for once.
~MeHhz~

wha....

Been slacking like nobody's business...
argh...
Gotta spend the fri-mon catching up on stuff already.
for now till thurs... i'm dying...
Gotta search up on combustion-piston actuators.
How they work, and how to incorporate it into a robot.
urgh... i still can't find anything.
Or rather, my mind blanks out when i stare at the whole load of info... I dunno what to extract... Oh noes.... i'm dying for this project... T.T
why did i choose this topic to research on!?!?
i could have chosen springs or something easier.
Interest =/= can do it.
Sigh... i'm sneezing away... i wonder why.
I hope it's not the beginning of flu....
Missed kevin's birthday... sigh.. i miss hall.
Am craving for okonomiyaki, more popcorn, movies, and outings. All which i SHOULD NOT be doing at this point in time. STUDY SHERI!!!!
~MeHhz~

the joy of giving.... plus, i'm OLD.

i wonder if anyone ever thought of me as being 'rich'.
Well.. it's not that i'm poor, but i'm certainly NOT rich.
though i think sometimes i behave that way....
but it's more like i'm happy giving pple things.
I'ld rather save and spend on pple than myself.
K... maybe i like spending on snacks... (i'm a pig)
But generally... i love seeing the smiles on pple's face.
Or is it the satisfaction i feel? :X
i dunno... and i also HATE chasing pple for $$.
So if anyone owes me $$, i'ld probably end up not asking for it.
Unless! it's a huge sum.
Oh well.. that probably explains why my bank is always so empty.
and well... i know i'll never have to worry about $ not enuf,
cos my parents provide me with all i need.
But still it TOTALLY sucks to open my mouth and ask them.
I feel so useless when i do that.
So i've gotta start saving once again..... =(
since i practically depleted my account for japan trip.
Anyway, just happily spent $$ on royce to get Jon a teacher's day present. I'm so thankful for all that he has taught me... but did i make the right choice to quit piano? I don't exactly have time to prac much these days.. so going for lessons is a waste of $$. But i know i'll be missing the lessons... where he constantly ignites my interest in jazz... oh wells.. i need to mug hard this sem.

I realised.... i'm so old now....
I was walking down the steps from tampines mrt... when a pair of hands were placed on my shoulders... gently pushing me down the stairs... Immediately, i thought of xiao fang... i mean, she's the most probable friend i'll meet since she lives so near... but when i turned around....
IT WAS A GUY~! O.O
smart casual tee and jeans... plus a cap.
he waved to me smiling, and i waved back, BLUR.
i was thinking.. who the hell is this guy... do i know him?
he's abit too young to look like a uni guy.
then it clicked. omg.
HOW COULD I NOT RECOGNISE MY COUSIN.
My cousin whom i've been in contact ALL ALONG.
Haha... it's the Cap's fault... cos i nvr saw him in a cap b4.
=.='' i've been going to his house like SOOO often, every family occasion...
Even non-family occasions... at least a sat once a month...
But then again. it might just be cos i've lack of sleep..
and i NEVER expected to see him in tampines at 9+pm alone.
I mean.. my aunt's family also quite strict about going out at night.
But that reminds me.... I'm OLD already....
He's already big enough to go out at night.. and i'm like 4 yrs his senior.
Oh.... lao le... lao le.... T.T
Haha... all my little cousins are all taller than me already..
sigh.... 我老了！
~MeHhz~

Dance Explorations

Yup, took the chance and asked permission to go for dance explorations....
And YAY~! i could go...
FINALLY watched classical ballet LIVE~!
Damn interesting... and omg~ the dancers are so pro~
*envious*
3 items... first was a concerto, very interesting flow of dance moves with the background instruments. second was swan lake act II, nice~! reminded me of dance subaru... esp since it was the same act they did.. i rmb the moves quite well and it's an experience to see it being done live... third was sort of a contemporary ballet item, with a ballroom dance theme. Interesting choreo plus humour in between~ All in all, lovely experience...
But now i gotta compile project stuff.. and wake up at 7.15am tmr... Zzzz..
too tired. Shall just go sleep. do proj tmr b4 lecture... haha...
~MeHhz~