[Yoshizuki Kumichi] Written: Watashitachi no yume (Our dreams)Sorry if this post kinda emo....
Hmm... Uni starting soon... Slacked for like 8 months... and wad have i achieved? I dunno.. I din watch more than 8 animes, din study jap AT ALL, din exercise, din go blade often. achievements are only... well, maybe i learnt a little of guitar, learnt to lurve the piano more, learnt to appreciate music more, watched 2 dramas, read more comics, watched some anime, scanned all my childhood photos, got myself a tutee.... other than these insignificant stuff, i've wasted my hols. K, wadever. I should have known with my laziness, i can't achieve much.
[Gravitation]
Now that uni is starting, i'm starting to fear. Why am i the only one in NUS engineering? it kinda sucks to have no friends there. Yes, i know, friends can be made, slowly. But i've never been good at making friends. It's just kinda hard to start a convo.... Esp, if gals beside me are those perfect beings (if u get my meaning). I'll just clam up. Dang! That's why i truly treasure all my friendship. It has been like that always. pri 6 to sec 1. From a serangoon-side school to a tanahmerah-side school. Everyone was a stranger. I had to make friends again. After like 4 years, i thank god for meeting my 5 best frens. But again! after sec4, I went to TJC and had to make new frens again. 17/06 was a good class, everyone was frendly, but i never felt that i was myself. just when i finally fit in, i thrown to TPJC cos of my results. I had to make frens all over again (thank god for yw ^^). 06s17 had lotsa internal problems. Sad to say, everyone was frendly on the surface but emnity still exist between the cliques. Despite being frens with all, it's kinda tiring to have both sides complaining stuff to you. But no matter, in the end of the 2 yrs, i'm still glad of their company. TPSC was like a family to me. There, i felt most comfortable. But again.... I'm now in nus engin fac. I'm sick and tired of having to make new friends. I just hope i can find those whom i can click well with. i hope.... sigh... the first few months of uni life will be sooo uncomfortable, till i find a group of frens to stick with. (lucky there's still aqous in... [drumrolls] fass =.=)
[Eureka]
Kk... My title says i'm green... But why!??! Cos... i'm green with envy... I'm getting so envious these days... of pple who have so much freedom while i'm always controlled by my parents, of pple who are so talented, of pple who possess younger siblings, etc... really, i'm jealous. But well, compared to many others, i'm aware my life is full of comfort, so there's no reason to complain.. :X Still, i still get that twang of envy every now and then.. =P Their sooo lucky!!!
~MeHhz~