random~

K.. i should be mugging maths.. but i shall blog first. =P
Pro violinist! doing jap song from Suzumiya Haruhi anime.

This afternoon was terrible. Was feeling damn down. Once again, i'm surprised the wonders indy can do to put me back in high spirits during dinner.
Also, I'm healed! thank god! less coughing, no sore throat or flu~ Whee~
urgh.. maths is.... sian. I hope i can do better than a stupid D+ this time round.
Mugging time... gogogo~!
I know my blog has been full of rants and complains, but hey.. that's what blogs are for right? =P for me to air my fustrations....like now, when i'm so sian with maths.. haha.
I dont know how peng you can major in maths!! XD
edit: Oooh.. here's a nice video on world hunger. Dont waste food!
http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte/TVE9PStP
~MeHhz~

sleeping soon...

blah blah blah.... been unable to concentrate lately...
wanna disturb others, but i dun wanna go bother them.
My usual oh-so-great concentration at night is now disrupted by the constant coughing. Luckily i din go upper lounge to mug. i'll end up spreading my germs and disturbing them with my endless coughing.
Tot the worse (sore throat) was over, since i drank like 10 bottles++ of water for the past 3 days. Woke up this morning, thank god! the peircing pain in my throat is gone! i din need to go UWC for medicine.. But.. coughing is soooo much more distracting.. Just imagine.. d/dt (x y) = *cough cough* (a b c d) (x y) *cough cough*... etc...
How am i supposed to concentrate.
But yahlah, abel's right. Who told me not to sleep early in the first place?
sigh... on the other hand, i hear many "die lah... cannot do well..."'s and "i think i'm gonna fail this mod.. i dun wanna get dean's warning letter.." these days. Sometimes i really wonder... How many of them are true worries... At least in TPJC, the 'die... i'm gonna fail..' are 90% true. In uni, it probably just means that they aren't gonna get a B+ and above.... Smart asses..
I'm way out of their league. If pple wanna look down on me whatsoever, i dont care anymore. i'm below uni average. period.
I need my full concentration tmr. maths.... don't make me hate u.
~MeHhz~

prayer.

I pray to the lord to help me set my priorities right, keep me focused on my studies, and give me the confidence i've lost ever since i entered uni. Bless every single one of my friends and keep them in good health during this hectic exam period.
And, i thank god for all the friends i have. Both in hall and out of hall. No matter how down i'm feeling, they always cheer me up, be it intentionally or unintentionally. For that, i'm eternally grateful to them.
Last day to mug mle. i know i'm dying in every module. Father lord, please grant me the determination to hang on and not give up any modules.
Into thy hands i commit myself. In the name of Jesus, i pray, Amen.
OKAY! the next post will NOT be emo!
Friends reading my blog, GOOD LUCK IN ALL UR EXAMS!!
even for those whose exams are over, good luck for ur results! ^^
~MeHhz~

Sad lah.... [ignore this post]

Damn! Much as i tried, i still flunked it big time. Stupid mistake. Stupid errors. Stupid me. I guess this sem is not much better than the previous, though i'm 100% positively sure i worked harder. i'm hoping i dont get into master's list now. i wont be able to stay in RH even if i do. ARGH!!!! I don't want to turn this into an emo post!!!! So no emo-ing, much as i want to. :X
i need to cheer up... As i'm typing this, i got my results for my position paper. Just great. just great.... Just a confirmation of my inability. i can conclude safely, sheri's useless. I'm cui at everything. piano, cannot play properly even after learning so many years, english, cannot write properly after being brought up in an english-speaking family. Chinese, still cmi. Other subjects, flunking like nobody's business. Rollerblading, learnt so many years, all i can do is skate. My dad's right i guess. I have shit for brains. All i can do is berate at myself, my inability, but i'm taking no actions. Useless git.
din wanna emo. Seriously, but i can't help it. Sorry.
~MeHhz~

Chain reaction....

Yes, instead of mugging, i was playing chain reaction.
Addictive little bits of colour dots...
Argh.
Anyway, completed what i want to today.
But i'm kinda panicking now.
Well, serve me right.
Afternoon was a sheer waste of time @ fb.
I've gotta stop. MUST.
sometimes i just wanna punish myself.
Torn between taking care of my health, sleep, and studies.
plus piano lessons, and tuition.
consequences are clear, and i dread it.
And sorry evex for not meeting u to study today.
GOMENASAI~!

edit: OMG. i realised it's an almost emo post.
Sheri's alright.. haha... Jia you!!!
~MeHhz~

Giragira~

Yeah. Gira gira.. a jap show i've watched when i'm supposed to be studying... Intro-ed by my uncle... LOLx~! and i was watching it with my mum and bro over the weekends. haha.. I never knew Hosts (in jap meaning) could be viewed in such a positive manner. tempted to go visit a club next time i go to japan.. LOLOLOL~! or not. haha. dangerous sia... Also... Kohei-san soooo cool. Orie-chan is soo lucky to be his daughter.. XD Shyte i'm fan-girling over an old man. HAHA.
K.Anyway, it's time to mug... gotta be productive, else all my dreams will be trashed. Totally. thanks yw for pei-ing me at macs today. and evex for pulling me to study last friday. Time to go mug with my hall peeps after i bathe.
Sheri hereby wishes all her lovely, great friends, GOOD LUCK IN UR EXAMS~!
~MeHhz~

-.-

I'm sick and tired of it all. I'm not gonna bother. I'm really not gonna bother. My mean streak is emerging. Or rather it has forced its way out. I was trying to prevent it. But i no longer bother. I'm tired of feeling guilty. Don't blame me. Yes, i'm a mean person. I know i just forced myself into a dead end in a certain way, but i'ld rather be a mean person than one who makes use of others. period.
On a lighter note, yw crashed yesterday. XD Haha.. fun~! At least we still did study at night... ^^ oh.. and... after mno lecture, i wonder what's my verse. Seriously... i can't think of any verse in which i can contribute.... Life... sigh.
i need ta mug.
~MeHhz~

Concentrate, girl.

I've long accepted that fact. i refuse to be bothered by it. Haha...
Anyway, wasted the whole tues. gotta mug tonight. after floorball.
And i AM still addicted to 99/100騙しの哲 by uverworld. heh... Here's the video...

Zzzzzzz

Ahhh..... i'm addicted to sleeping~! haha... I've slept like 12 hrs on friday night, 8hrs on sat night, and i actually fell asleep for 2 hrs on sunday afternoon. And i'm still sleepy now!!! Haha....
Stupid grp culture/psychological contracts/grp feedback forms to complete for mno b4 i can sleep.. 11 pages of stuff to fill in... =.='' And then there's eg1108 tutorial to do if i'm still awake. Plus oral defence for ctw tmr. Zzzz...
Time to blast music in my ears.. haha.. maybe i should not sleep today. and sleep the whole of monday night. I dunno. anyway, back to work. :X
oops. tmr has interview for hall stay. rawr~ cannot sleep early. haha.. Nvm. On to mno tutorial. Zzzz...
~MeHhz~

RH....

Talking to RH pple about hall stay (mainly hs, kor, bin jie, liling, abel, kevin, +yk email), made me realise that despite me telling myself that kuok is blk 7 of RH, i still do want RH. Badly. Living here for 2 semesters. i love it. just applied for master's list to stay on. get it or not, i may appear as if i dun care, anyway, kuok is just beside. But deep down, i know i'll still miss the identity of a rafflesian... We maybe cui in all areas. =P run down, old buildings, suck at ihg, gettin pwn-ed by all other halls. But still i dun mind any of those. when will master's list result be out????
*Waiting impatiently*
-i pray hard that andrew will, and will be able to pull me in. :X-
~mEhHZ~

lalala~

Heh.. i said no more rantings or emo posts from me.. So.. XD This post shall be a weirdly 'happy' complaining post about myself. Haha.. Whee~ Yes! slaughter me, kill me, strangle me, Anything! Cos.... I've slacked waaayyyy too much! Finals are like in... 2++weeks time.. And i'm barely half done~! Woots! Great right! i'll be having wondrous results to the extent that i'll probably be rewarded by staying at home for the next sem. 0(>.<)o Rawr! XD Ahhh... I need to mug mug mug!! Dear! Friday, our mugging date again k?! meet for lunch! Mehh~ i should be sleeping now. =.='' tmr's gonna be a busy day again. Lalala~
Ha.. i must have been too tired last night to have blogged certain stuff b4 filtering with my brains. Those who saw it, forget it k?
~Mehhz~

LoL-ified...

Oh man... like eveline.. i totally laugh my guts out today...
hide became ha-ha-heeh!!
Best nickname ever! haha...
Not to suan the person that said it, but it was really funny.
Avid fans of hide might just kill you though. haha..
Still rmb, the time when i was told off by facevoid that hide IS NEVER SPELT with a capital 'h'. haha...
Imagine hs reaction after hearing hide = ha-ha-heeh....
But still, nice one.
Photoshoots today. and i had confirmation of NOT being able to stay in RH if i'm appealing through floorball. guess ram HAS to be impartial. Only that 10% hope left from cultural side. But still. i can still play floorball no matter what (cos can be affiliated member), and return to RH in sem 2 i guess. So i'm okay with it. ^^
~MeHhz~

NIL

Oh man.. i've not done any studies yet. totally NIL!!

RAWR~

Shit. this week must really complete quite a few things.

Anyway, just a quick blog on some things i've missed out.

First. DANCE UNCENSORED. Oh man, it totally rawked. RH was one of the best (best imo) dance grps. But others like kent ridge were not bad either. Overall, a superb performance. AND! kent ridge has a guy that looks soo like koike teppei, just a more tonned and dance-version of him. and he's one of the choreographers! Haha. i wonder wad rumin's reaction will be if she saw him. LOlx! hawt.

Second. Studied with DEAR on friday... Met up with the army guys for lunch. Haha.. they haven't changed much, just that they look slightly fitter. XD

Just a pic of dear and i~ <33

Studying @ macs previously...

On a more serious note, time for me to start my mugging. Told kor i will mug, but haven't been REALLY doing so. It's time i start being serious, else, even if i managed to stay in RH, my parents might not let if my results suck.

AND I'VE NOT DONE ANY PRACTICES YET!!

-mugging mode turned on-

I hate being made used of by pple. Similarly, i hate making use of pple. Once i feel like i'm doing so, i'll make sure i stop doing it.

~mEhHZ~

mugmugmug why not cup??

Lolx. i din complete what i want to the other day.. And i dun think i'll complete it today either... Rawr~!!! time to copy SY pengyou.. Haha.. LOCK ME IN ROOM WITH ALL MY STUPID BOOKS!!! XD Anyway... Tmr!! or rather.. 9 hrs away.. i'm gonna meet my dear!! (omg... yw.. we really sound les. =P) we MUST study k?? haha...
Sigh... i'm really reminded of how fun it can be... the feeling of training together, crapping together... etc.. I guess i still do want to stay in RH after all. Not cos of the proximity to engine, not cos of indy (i can always meet them, kuok is like blk7 of RH anyway), but cos of all the CCA's and events in RH... nah... just leave it to the lord. I'm sure he'll put me in no matter what if he thinks i should be in. ^^
Kk.. time to mug... finish chapter 3 at least for god's sake!
Just being random... i sometimes wonder if my bro ever reads my blog. He never mentions anything or tag. guess he doesn't bother to anyway But i DO stalk his blog, and he knows it. Hah... I seriously marvel at his posts sometimes. All the expensive recommendations..... drools... check it out if u're free.. areyouacher.blogspot.com XD
~MeHhz~

again!

Yeah.. i'm blogging again. Totally lack the motivation to mug. Looking forward to friday! Once we start mugging, lets not lose momentum k, my dear yw? XD <33 Haha.. i'm staring at my notes once again and nothing is going in. Die.... SHERI SHALL DIEEEE~!! haha... nah... cannot.. by tonight, finish lecture notes for chapt3 and at least finish chapt 2 tutorials. O.O I HOPE! haha...
~MeHhz~

Whahaha~

Woots! another 2 friends are attached! XD
*winks* congrats!!!
though one of them is attached to a non-human (gardenia company) for attachment. LOlx!!
yes. i'm bored and dun feel like studyin. that's why i'm blogging. haha.
~MeHhz~