My thoughts.....

[Just a pic to reflect the feelings of this post]

Before i start my nonsense and type all the rubbish, let me just say that this blog is only known to close friends of mine.. though cos i din blog for a long time, no one checks here.. So, just ignore wad i'm saying if u happen to chance upon this blog. I'm usually not so emo... Pls dun gossip about wad i type here.

[Jokers' Wild]
[AQUOS]

Hmm.. JUst suddenly miss the wonderful times i shared with all my friends.. Those who truly cared for me and treated me with love and respect.. Let me start from my sec 2 years.. Met 3 good friends.. Pris, Shi ying, Yi wei.. Did crazy stuff with them and really loved the times we spent. remember entering the school's talent time contests and we emerged as first!! We dance 3 songs- ai de zhu da ge by elva, qiang shen by 5566 and also wu xie ke ji by energy. Gosh! How i missed those times.. And i realised then, how much i love dancing.. But cos of my size, i daren't pursue it.(who likes seeing ('(00)') [pigs] dancing, WaDEvEr..) Anyway, back to my sec skool life. The next group i met was SDTTBOP, a.k.a ENJOY, a.k.a AQUOS, consisting of hoi, jacq, pris, cai yu, debbie, and me! These are my Choir buddies,pple who shared my joy in singing and love the harmonious melody that resounds when voices come together. In AHS, these where the pple that made my life fun, enjoyable and fulfilling. Unfortunately, now we are all in different JC's, can't meet up often cos of stupid studies. I LOVE U PPLE.. I thank god for having met all of u... my da jie(shiying who had the same b'day as me), my ah bu (pris), my only friend who came to TPJC with me (Yi wei), my cute and talented friend (Jacq), my bookworm buddy (hoi). LOVED the times we spent together.... T.T

[TJC 17/06]

Now, on to the next grp. JC friends. Went to TJC in the first 3 months, wasn't able to mix well till weeks later, i loved them too. They were so crappy, yet fun and matured. Never known a class like them. When i next went to TPJC, i felt they paled in comparison to these 17/06 class. I still miss them now. But at least 06S17 in TPJC i now better, pple there are not as cold, but then cliques still exist. Their fine, friendly, caring , and lovely, but at times, still distant. Fine.... WADEVER>> The thing that made my day in TPJC is TPJC SHOOTING CLUB. The members are all so crappy!! Fun! Loving! Responsible! Anything you can ask for from a friend. It all started with Kenneth's :'' WE are FAMILY!'' quote... that brought out the warmth of everyone, then was the camp, where we became closer. Eliz was named rabbit, for eating so much carrots.. then Kenneth suddenly became Kenneth the Karrot, sending out application forms to be his gilfriend. So crap.. Haha.. Then during the blading outing that only shiyong, nerf and me went, shiyong became daughter of nerf, but nerf called her honey.. Haha.. so funny. And i became the poor maid, maria.. LOLx!! Then now, the 3 of us are PENG YOU! K[SY]²... Not to forget, there's my girls rifle team that strived together with me to win the NATIONALs gold award. (Eliz-2nd in nationals, Caixiang-3rd in nationals, eveline, and me!!) And that evil coach we have!!

[Air Rifle Team + Evil coach = National Champion 2007, A' Divisions]

Now, all CCA has ended, The joy of JC has now been taken away from me. Life seems meaningless when you cram work into ur head, all for the sake of stupid results in A's... my class seem to be so meaningless. no fun at all. thankfully, there's yiwei class to study with, shi yong and eliz.... Oh yah! Shiyong and Ben are together now!! Woohoo!! So happy for them! :D

Here's the part i'll start wallowing in self-pity... Gimme a chance to do that once awhile. I cant remain cheery and happy for 24/7. I'm not always the worry-free gal i portray myself to be.
[Kk.. deleted those super emo thots.. Kindda wierd...]

Some unspoken thoughts.. Better to leave them as they are...

Emo MeHhz, For once~