Rants...

Hahaha.... I was too naive.. Thought that by getting a hostel, i could gain my freedom... Hah! i was sooo wrong... I just got the command to COME HOME EVERYDAY.
I was asked to clear my shelfs of my jc stuff for space to put uni stuff. So i just said, nvm.. since i will be staying in hostel, my stuff will be there.. even if i come home, i'll still need to bring uni stuff back to hostel. AND, i got 'shot' at. HAVE U FORGOTTEN WHY WE GOT U A HOSTEL?! was the sentence fired back at me..
I knew my answer then. I should nvr have FANTASIED that getting a hostel means i could live in. The purpose of the hostel was so that i could live there if i had to stay on for projects and stuff. In other words, once in a blue, no. purple purple, moon.
I should have known better than to be happy to get my freedom. Darn... freakin waste of $$ if i've to SPEND MONEY on travelling everyday AND also pay for hostel. WTH.... I should have applied for student concession then when pris asked me. Was just too stupid to actually think they would grant me my freedom. Okay, screw the freedom part. heck freedom. I would just jump for joy if they stop sheltering me and give me the due treatment for my age. Stop the curfew rubbish and believe in ur own upbringing of me..
HOnestly, after instilling values, the do and don'ts, into me for 18-19 yrs, do u really doubt my ability to keep walking on the right path and not be misled? If so, i have nothing to say, after all the strict discpline u applied to us, u still doubt ur own 'handi-work'?? That's pathetic.
This sucks.