Rants again

Kk.. for the last time i shall complain about restrictions. After this, i wont bring up this topic anymore. (The bottom words are too small for u to read lah.. Dun strain ur eyes.)
Yep, i'm given a hostel, but not allowed to stay. Family is important, yes i know. But can't u just gimme more chances to stay in hall and mix around? i'm like only staying 2 days out of the 7 days a week. Yea, u all love me, u miss me when i'm away. But still, there's a time for u to let go. Can't u let me stay more often? I know ur answer is no. But even so, the wed and thurs night i stay, i have to call u b4 i sleep. And hear all the advice u would give to a 3 yr old kid. "Lock ur room already? brush teeth already? make sure u dun play comp, go and sleep early. Wad did u eat for lunch? Dinner ne? after that wad u do? Tomorrow wad time wake up? dont be home too late. come back once ur lesson finish. make sure u take ur proper breakfast. so u going to sleep now?" Please! Must u keep tabs on my every single move??? it gets real irritating ya know? Yes, i know u just care for me and want to know more about uni life. But this is way too much! The only time i can meet my og mates are these 2 nights. and u want me to sleep early? no way. after saying good night to u, i usually go out to meet them and chit chat. Such stuff i guess u will never understand. Papa complains i'm childish, and yet he doesnt allow me to be independent and live in the hostel without parental interferece. I sounded u out the possibility of me having to live in hostel for days cos of concert coming up, and that i can do my own laundry, etc... and wad do i get in return? Friends might say i'm lucky, etc. But i dun feel so. Yes, u said u'll drive here to pickup my dirty clothes to wash for me at home. and at the same time so that u can have i glimpse of me. But PLEASE! can't u even give me the chance to feel that i'm not some helpless STUPID girl who doesnt even know how to do her laundry and depends wholely on her parents? Just 1 week will do. But i already know the answer. Forget it. The way you commented my behaviour is like i'm such a unfilial girl who can't wait to get away from her parents and dun want to see her parents anymore. I mean like WTH?!?! it's not as if i'm not coming back for weekends or stuff like this. U cry to me saying: 'As a parent who miss u, can't u come home so that i can see u?' So wad does that make me? A fishing selfish daughter who has no thought for her family? But WHICH parent now makes their child, at the age of 19, call them every night b4 they sleep, report the whole days schedule to them? Which parent ask their children to 'msg them when u reach the MRT, msg again when u met ur friends. Where u go and eat?', etc etc etc... It's time for u to let go. But i know u can't. Truthfully, seeing how carefree others are, i'm jealous. I'm always chained up, not being able to go to places freely. I've to report who i'm out with, where, when, etc. And as if reporting is not enough, you FORBID me to go if the company doesnt suit ur taste, or where we go is too far. I mean what is this? Singapore is a SMALL country, and there are places i'm not allowed cos too far? What kind of reasoning is this?
Forget it. I totally give up now. if i'm to remain tied up always, till god knows when, so be it. U gave birth to me, brought me up, etc... My life is urs to dictate. I 'understand'. I shan't complain any longer. Parents are always right.
~MeHhx~