Sigh... i'm hating myself more and more... I mean, wth is wrong with me? Finals are like 2 weeks away? I've flunked all my test? And? I'm not studying... I'm very well aware of the consequences i have to face once i flunk my finals. Cut of from internet, from hostel, from going out with friends. If i truly do badly, no more hall. It's school and back home like the old days. No tv, no music, no wadsoever. Is it because hall provides too much freedom that i'm like that? Seeing everyone mug, i feel guilty. But once i'm alone in my room, i start using the lappy to read manga. what the hell am i doing? Am i so proud of being a slacker that i wanna flunk my finals? I'm always in evny of the smart pple in hall, but i take no action in improving myself. I know wad i must do, but my body somehow shuns away from work. I screwed up computing practical exam today, and i have the guts to spend the whole afternoon slacking. What kind of girl am i becoming? what's the point in feeling inferior to the majority of the nus pple cos you're more stupid when u dun even make an effort to study and improve. You suck.
~disgustedmehhz~
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