friendship....

delayed this post for a long long time....
Haven't felt like blogging at all these days... Surprisingly, it's exam time, and i'm not blogging more frequently... =) been mugging at central library... rather productive if i compare it with my progress when i'm mugging at home or at teadot alone... NUS library has a nice mugging ambience! (if i don't have my laptop with me..) haha... oh and if i've company... if i'm alone, i'ld probably feel stressed out. =(

anyway, wanted to blog on friendship for quite awhile...
Just one main sentence:
Friendship takes effort to maintain.
Don't take friends for granted, don't expect them to give u all their help when u need it just on the basis that 'we are friends'. Don't expect people to welcome you like old friends when you don't take effort to maintain the friendship. Don't complain if people don't place u as the first priority cos have you done that for them? Don't just keep expecting to receive without giving.
I've seen how some of my friends are being treated, i've seen how 'so-called-friends' treat friends, i've seen how some complain 'righteously', i've seen how some suffer in silence (or maybe not exactly silence since i hear the complains)...
I'm thankful for the friends i have, and i believe i can say, i've put in effort to maintain most of my friendships. The only regret i have is not contacting TPSC pple or my jc classmates more often.

Did a meme yesterday, and one of the questions was:
Which one of your friends acts the most like you?
I find this question really interesting. Well, i guess i have some similarities with most of my friends, that's why we're friends... =) Similarities such as our love for singing, for music, for harmonising, for choir, for shooting, for anime, for anything japanese. or similar traits like ranting to others, or how we are unable to verbally express our feelings, or how we just don't feel comfortable taking about sad stuff or innermost feelings face to face, or how we feel so lousy compared to others around us, etc...
I guess i'm blessed with 'similar' friends who can understand the different 'me's.... =)

kk~ that's all for today. i'm damn tired. dunno why... i hate mugging. I'm scared this sem. If i can't pull up my CAP, i'll really die in NUS. Pple are complaining about not getting As but Bs... i'm scared of getting anymore Cs and Ds. sigh.... i'm really fearful this time, after all the bad experiences last few sems.... can i 'level up' from stupid sheri to average sheri? :(
~MeHhz~
oh.. changed blog song. Brian McKnight is just so freaking talented with his chords! and stupid player doesn't let me delete songs from my playlist, so i can only shift them to the back. sigh...