random mind thinking random stuff yet again.

*edit* argh, blogger has some prob with paragraphing and i'm too lazy to try to sort out the prob. so the post will be a whole wall of text. bleh. *edit end* Been awhile since i blogged, busy doing that 'hopping robot' project which downscaled to a hopping mechanism, which can hardly jump at all. I'm screwed for this project. and so are the rest of my team mates. :X oh well... damn busy these days. At least i'm done with my physics assignments and lab reports. But the module itself, i'm seriously screwed. Time to start mugging from first chapter onwards. But there's still 2 more projs to do!!!! argh. micropro proj, i haven't started, and i'm still damn blur. I just hope i don't pull my projmate down with my incapabilities. :X Japanese language oral is coming up soon, and i haven't touched japanese for like 2-3 weeks. Pple think just because i've learnt b4, its okay. But seriously, i haven't touched it for 3 years, grammar particles have ALL been forgotten. i need to mug. i can scrape through vocab quite safely, but grammar's a huge problem. i really need to dig time out to sit down for 3 hours and drill grammar into my head. Just yesterday, was 2 friends' birthday, elizabeth and yuling. Haven't contacted eliz for quite awhile, hope she's doing well in NTU. Yuling, passed away last year. Friends are such an integral part of my life.... I really miss alot of them. Although i've not been contacting them cos of busy uni life (them as well), i do occasionally think of them. My pri school besties(sm,nj,mx) , bus friends, crush, my sec school classmates (mh, cake,etc...), cca mates, besties (aquos + yw + da jie), my jc class mates (cathy, rm, kw, jl, jh, hl, etc...), JC shooting friends (every single one of them who trained tgt), raffles hall pple (indy + random seniors), engine friends (jean, evex, brandon, b, uday, yk, edison, etc..whom i'm very glad to be around). Ever since yuling passed away, i know i should keep in contact with all these friends more often. But after awhile, it gets tiring cos it's like i'm making all the effort and others are not. But on second thought, as long as i do think about them and occasionally drop a msg on their fb, it should be enough. i hope. i love you all, friends. hmm... just found out about a secret from a friend a few days ago. --- like ---- for a long time, ever since year 1.... WOAH! i never would have guessed. i just saw them as close friends. Unfortunately, they are still friends. Sometimes, bgf relations can be so strange. Girls who have guys going after them are super picky, wishing for a better guy, even though these guys after them have been true to them for sooo long. These guys have great personalities, but just because they are not good looking, they are no accepted. Maybe the girls just have no feel for them. :X And some girls on the other had don't even have a choice. Or worse, guys that go after them end up cheating their feelings or make use of them. Oh well, alls fair in love and war. i just wish these guys/girls can end up with a better half that truly deserve them. Lalalala~ such a long post. i should go do hw already. =( ~MeHhz~