when will you stop?

Pardon my language in this post if i end up accidentally typing swear words and forgetting to edit them out. I'm just freakin pissed.
I'm just sitting down there reading my storybook, and u had to come by and ask: what did u do the whole afternoon? Sit down and read ur stupid book ah? Don't waste ur time on stupid books.
I mean. COME ON! I reading a bloody book, on medieval magic and fantasy. I'm not going out everyday to party. I'm not watching dramas. I'm not facing the computer and ignoring my family. WTF do you want from me?! Must i really be studying or doing something productive!? yah. i admit, i'm too lazy to go an exercise. I'm fat. sorry lah, for not letting u have a slim beautiful daughter. But i'm READING!!!! not fucking wasting my time. and u call it useless shit. FINE. then what about you? sitting at home, tending to ur bonsais and flowers from morning till night. I can also call them a bloody waste of time. Cos flowers will die no matter how much u tend to it. and wasting hundreds of dollars on plants is stupid. But i NEVER said anything. Okay, granted, not my money. U earned it, U slogged for us, your right to spend it. BUT i NEVER said anything cos i RESPECT the hobbies of others. For every simple thing in the world, it's NEVER useless, never a waste of time as long as it's an enjoyment.

Then comes mum forbidding me to go out. Okay, maybe she didn't exactly FORBID me, but i backed down b4 i get more shit from my dad. I'm just going out to sing K with 3 guy friends cos unfortunately my female friends are interning. U're not happy. HELLO?! i'm TWENTYTWO this year and u still worry about me going out with guy FRIENDS!? okay, i hurriedly lied that one of the guy's GF is coming along too, so i'm not the only girl. Guess what my mum's reaction is?
"Then if the couple don't go tmr how?? you along with 2 guys in the KTV room.... Your father is not gonna be happy. He won't allow."
WTH!? Who do you think my friends are? Who do u think i am!? WTF is going to happen if i'm singing K with 2 other guys? When i was younger, i NEVER had any close guys friends cos i'm just used to girl friends and guys seem to just group together or choose the popular girls to mix with. But now, WTH is wrong with having close guy friends!? I'm not some little girl anymore. Firstly, WTH can happen when i sing k with guys? my friends are not some assholes that can't be trusted. Secondly, they are already attached. thirdly, i'm not some great tempting beauty. fourthly, HELLO, i'm YOUR daughter, can't u at least have faith in me and my choice of friendS?! fifth, MY WHOLE LIFE, i'm surrounded by my bro, and 4 other GUY COUSINS my age in malaysia. I'm not exactly close to my girl cousins and those in singapore are all way younger than me. I'm USED to mixing with boys. Hell, i'm almost a guy myself i think. With weird guyish preferences for clothes and hobbies.
At worst, these guy friends are just like 'jie mei' with me. and i'm deprived of a chance to go sing K. It's been sooooo long since i last went for K. I've been guai guai at home for the whole bloody week. Haven't been meeting any friends. What's your problem man. I'm already twenty two. Let me get a life can?!
~MeHhz~
Shit, i can't even hole up in a corner and enjoy good storybooks for a week. can't u stop being a control freak?