i'm glad

chatted with an old friend yesterday.
we don't seem that close anymore.... it's rather saddening.
But then again, i know it's my fault, cos i felt awkward. so much so that i don't tend to start the conversations first. but i treasured the friendship/kinship we had. nice to know that i'm not forgotten. I'll try to be a better friend. =)

Journal paper for fyp supposedly done. :X i hope. been doing it through the weekends. Thanks to supervisor (no sacarsm!), so she gave me good advice and told me exactly where i should edit. Not exactly spoonfeeding cos she didn't tell me what to write/do, but just where to make improvements. i'm thankful.

Have been a rather lazy bitch this hols... Instead of grabbing the free chance to exercise, i've been procrastinating..... thankfully diet is still working... slightly close to my goal of reaching 49kg~ i was 58.9kg in mid oct. I'm now 52.4kg. XD diet DID pay off i guess.... 6.5kg loss in 2 months. whee~ But still, i really should start exercising, then the process can be faster. rawr. but this week's really really busy. prolly start next week.

I guess confidence is really impt. I realised friends who are doing well all possess some sort of confidence that gives them the drive to excel, or believe that they CAN do something and so they succeed. I'm trying now, step by step, to build my almost non-existent confidence. Hopefully, before i graduate, i'ld have more faith in myself. a step at a time. =)
~MeHhz~