my problem?

Is it because i've been restricted since young that i feel so confined even now?
Maybe it's normal for pple to spend time with family.
But i feel so irritated when it's due to family that i can't go out with friends.
and then i'll feel so low cos i should be appreciating time with family and stuff.
But it's sooooo fustrating... this cannot cos got that, that cannot cos got this.
Spend time with family lor, that what they all say. But then again, it's only me, my bro is free to do what he likes. And i can't ever compare him to me, cos my mum will be like: why must u compare? go out with family also so unhappy ah? spending time with family so hard meh? your father is always working, now that he's home u can't even take some time to spend with us?

But the prob is my friends are ALL working. it's only weekends that i can spend with them. Weekdays i'm home with my parents, and they still want my weekends. sigh.....
I'm probably just an unappreciative bitch.
~MeHhz~