petty petty

post edited. =)
I've cooled down liao~
~meHhz~

up up up up up up update~

Haha.. kk. first of, i'm LAZY. too LAZY to upload the pics i promised.
Another day bah.
i think my body clock is screwed up now. Seriously.
I'm still DAMN awake.
Did half of my part for ssproj.
Shall continue again when i wake up.
this whole week has been siao for me, the amt of sleep i have.
anyway, brief updates:
-FINALLY got a taste of how indy band feels like. XD Though i'm rather useless, even on the piano. :X i shall just stick to backup vocals then. i'm the most confortable with it. not lead.
-Monday met yw to chit chat... no, i mean STUDY. haha... kk.. chatted quite alot cos nvr meet up for very long liao.... but still it was my most productive study day for the week. haha... love chatting with her.
-Tues, wed, thurs... projects and reports... sian.
-thurs night... prac in bandroom with hweesh, another chat session. =)
-oh! and i got surprise card from a friend, with a cute rabbit on the cover page. XD Yesyes! i will NOT give up and mug hard! =) thx for the card!
-AND LASTLY, i got my JAPAN tix!!! my trip to japan in 1 and a half months time is CONFIRMED!!!! whee~
but first, study.
I should go sleep now, tmr wake up complete ss proj, go library get gem proj book, then mug abit. :X
oh! and i suddenly REALLY REALLY feel like going iceskating. more than watching Kaiji or Nodame. anybody wants to go???
and also WELCOME BACK JACQ~ XD cya soon!
~MeHhz~
Sometimes, i really do feel useless. What have i gained from my past 15years of learning it??

pause...

Shall NOT blog for this week.
See if i can control myself.
Lotsa stuff to complete.
Gem proj by tonight.
SS proj by tmr.
Lab report wed night.
2114 chapter 4 thurs night.
ARGH.
no sleep this week again.
thank god no lab this week either.
SHERI STOP UR FUC*IN SLACKING.
U CAN GO TO JAPAN NOW.
SO U BETTER GET REASONABLE RESULTS.
DON'T SCREW UR LIFE.
love mugging~ (self psycho)
Cya in 5days time! fri/sat.
Shall upload okos pics and dnd too.
~MeHhz~

SUNDAY

Wasted the whole day.
Super tired. i don't know why.
I'm a pig.
Slept till 12noon though i slpet at 2.30am the night b4.
ate lunch... read some chapters on japan suicide culture for proj.
watched 1 hr of "encai"....
slept from 4.30-7pm. =.=''
woke up, continue reading stuff, highlighting main points.
dinner... read again, computer, wash toilet, bathe.
And here i am blogging.
What i achieved? 3chapters on suicide stuff, but not yet done my proj.
Sheesh i'm hopeless.
i DO NOT want to flunk my yr2 sem2.
and yet i lack the motivation to study.
at least i'm sure i'll study tmr.
I'm always guai and studying when i meet yw to mug. XD
thank god.
haha... but my projs are gonna DIE.
~MeHhz~

SATURDAY

Played risk and citadels yesterday, tot i'll sleep after i blogged.
BUT, decided to chiong project stuff abit.
Ended up sleeping at 7.30am,
waking up at 9.30 am. 2 hrs. WIN.
Met up with eve and jean to go ANA to buy japan tix.
But epic phail. Shop was closed. Shall go again on tues.
Walked in the rain, went lau3 ba1 sha1...
But decided against eating there, so cabbed to LIANG COURT.
ate the delicious (but too much) OKONOMIYAKI!!! XD
Thank god for eveline helping me to eat, else i confirm cannot finish.
walked around abit, saw albirex niigata soccer guys (japanese team)!!
They were playing janken pon with kids. So cute lah! haha.
Took mrt home, halfway thru, train pple chased us out, say train got prob.
There goes my seat where i can sleep in. =(
reached home, no chance to sleep cos of train delay.
1 hr to design cultural comm K NIGHT poster.
then go for cousin's bday party.
ARGH. shag...
After blogging, i'm gonna SLEEP.
TMR, to wash toilet, and do my 2 projs.
Mon, to mug with yw 2114.
Shall upload my culture comm poster pic if i've time.
DnD pics are up on facebook, shall upload a few here if time permits.
SLEEP NOW~ ZZzzzzzz
~MeHhz~

FRIDAY

DnD~
Fun part about it?
The cam whore-ing part, with indy.
After that, risk and citadels till now.
But... guilty guilty....
Time to chiong proj tmr.
and mug.
this week haven't been mugging.
monday mugging session with yw. YAY~!
~MeHhz~

THURSDAY

oh wells~
Can't decide what to wear fo DnD tmr.
I'm sooo tempted to wear punk.
But probably end up in smart casual.
Punk too mah fan and stand out too much.
Ha.
2114 quiz today was quite LOL.
Thanks to the great bunch of friends, i managed to complete it.
didn't study today.
I'm totally losing momentum these days.
Oh no.
someone pls scold me... :X
~MeHhz~

WEDNESDAY

I feel stupid and cheated. Argh.
Don't wanna care anymore.
I should be mugging.
FFFFFFFFF!!!!!
YW and JACQ~!!!! I need u 2 to discipline me!!!!
STUDY SESSIONS!!!!!
I'm hopelessly useless myself.
and i know i'm being a bother to the smart pple around me who have to teach me when i don't know my work. I'm so sorry!!! thankful for ur help tho. >.<
~MeHhz~

TUESDAY

hmm... dumbly rmb-ed the wrong time and missed tutorial.
IMPT 2135 TUTORIAL.
Sheesh. gotta go for the 9am one on thurs now.
Sian. Can't believe how dumb/blur i am these days.
HOw often have i been making stupid mistakes one after another.
Hopeless case.
anyway, had a fun 1hr session of choir chilling at 10pm-11pm.
no regrets joining choir this sem.
Will be quite sad tho, when the senoirs all leave.
stupidly started a manga series.
Waste of precious time.
Serve me right for not having enuf sleep.
stupidly gave in to temptations.
a quarrel took place today too, btw 2 good friends.
Hopefully they'll make up soon.
Got to see another side of a friend, eye opener.
rawr. shall blog on WED later tonight.
~MeHhz~

MONDAY

Great~ walked under the rain all the way to JCC,
to find it closed on MONDAYS.
ARGH~
But anyway, we decided to watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND!
So, made up for the bad day. =)
To top it off, i still went for K-session with INDY,
from 8.30-11.30pm @ clementi.
Crazy right?
I didn't sing much tho. coughing~
Just completed my lab report~
Time to sleep b4 my fever comes back.
~MeHhz~

3days~

These 3 days.... have been hell.
Headaches, fever, sneezing, coughing, can't breathe with my nose, etc...
Sheesh. So much for holiday @ malacca.
For one, already not feeling well, i had to bear with rough car ride into malacca, with my dad driving at about 140-150km/h, then breaking whenever there's a car infront of him, then speeding up again when road is clear. ARGH... unbearable.
Then in that humid house, i slept ALOT k. More than 12 hours. But i'm still sick, sniffling continuously, my head feels like battering rams knocking on it.
Even now, when i'm back in Singapore. So much for studying in malaysia, even though i brought all my notes. =.=''
ARGH!!!! i hate being sick.
I should go sleep more now. After the similarly rough car ride home... Zzzzz....
hopefully i get well soon.
~MeHhz~

2010 winter olympics~ youtube!

i discovered something yesterday~
FIGURE SKATING GUYS ARE SEXEH~
HAHAHA~
so graceful, hawt, etc... XD
gayish at times though. aha~
~MeHhz~

boohoo~

Argh. i suck.
So many things undone.
I'm hungry too.
Haven't had dinner.
Should i just drink cereal do abit of readings then sleep?
Or go buy food, eat and study till late late?
I'd better study. HARD.
Parents allowed me to go japan.
FRIEND helped me stay in hall.
if my results are bad, all will be taken away.
study sheri. study.....
but i'm hungry.
indecisive.
argh~
~meHhz~

phoenixfest

A success i guess?
Seemed fun, but cos of choir, i missed lotsa performances.
ah... what a waste.
Went back to my room close to 12, after all the cleaning up.
wanted to go bathe, but temptation of RISK won.
Played with then 1 game, and WON! XD
Beginner's luck! since its the 1st time i played.
anyway, back in my room now, waiting for hair to dry,
Researching for readings on nus library.
Hope to sleep soon and not oversleep for any lessons. :X
Nightz~
~MeHhz~

PIG~

EDIT: added in a new touching song about a single mother and her child (though in japanese). might work or might not work, depending on the link and my player. LOL.

Haha.. been pigging around for the last 3 days. :X
shall start mugging hard today. (supposed to)
Anyway, had lotsa stuff to blog, but can't rmb now.
I'm pondering dropping my 2nd major in Management of Technology.
HAHA... surprising discovery? Yup, i was in the program since year1.
But with my ABSOLUTELY sucky CAP, there's no way i can do well in these.
And i'm NOT dropping it to a minor.
With totally no interest in it, i might as well drop it once and for all.
And then get a Japanese Studies minor.
Requirements: 6mods.
I completed 2 already with my gem and ss module.
So, i just need 4 more, 1 level 3000 mod,
and just another 3 language mods, or any JS mod.
Should i? Dunnno.....
Anyway, concentrate on ME stuff first. Stop flunking my finals.
THEN i'll think about it. GRRR...
Watch Gokusen movie last night. OMG~ kame is ish so shuai.
Plus miura~ ah.... eye candies... XD
*slaps self* i should be studying.
Anyway, go study now.
and i decided to blog EVERYDAY starting from now.
Short updates, so i don't spend time thinking what i need to blog on everytime.
oh, something i wanted to comment but forgotten for a LONG TIME~
Rmb Floorball inter-hall games? Haha...
KR (kent ridge hall) has a super shuai guy player!!
Kk.. maybe not very shuai, but when he plays i feel like i'm watching NAKATSU (from hana kimi, actor - ikuta toma) play floorball instead of soccer. LOL!!
Mehhh~! Back to studies NOW!
~MeHhz~

yes, mugging rants again.

I'VE BEEN A PIG.
YES! A PIG!!!!
i can't believe how much i've been sleeping.
more than 8hours, and i'm still lethargic thru the day.
I've got lotsa stuff to do.
Finally cleared Bike proj today.
Did badly. REally... it wasn't even 3/4 of what i expected.
Shit. my own fault for taking it so lightly.
I NEED TO PULL UP MY BLARDY CAP.
STOP WATCHING TV, SLACKING AND START MUGGING!
Sometimes pple say, quarelling frequently and still being good friends at the end of the day defines what a best friend is. Knowing me, i know i'll NEVER quarrel with any close friends. Does this mean i'll never have a best friend? =(
on the other hand, i know i'll always have those few close by. right? XD
i wonder why, i'm not as happy as i thought i would be since i was allowed to go japan after this sem. :X maybe it's cos of the huge pile of work awaiting me.
~MeHhz~

dunno what title....

ha... i'm braindead already. Can't even think of what title to type for this post.
Anyway, minor updates...
Bicycle report due on mon... Ahhh~ *flails*
It's fun but.... tough. (though the one with the worse job is jenny. :X )
Wed, went for dance blast concert. OMG. They're really DAMN GOOD! great performance... sharp movements, entertainment value there. Great costumes, etc.... totally enjoyed it. though my test was the next day, i still glad i went for it. Plus, rmb i mentioned there was a 'koike teppei looking guy' from the 'dance unsensored' concert last year? haha.. He performed this time again. Pity i wasn't sitting in the front row, so din recognise him till it was the credits... =( haha...
watched IRIS (korean drama) first epi just now on the mrt... cos i was too sian to study and too bored to listen to music. :X but it SUPER NICE! haha.. i understand why it got high rankings already.... XD I shan't spoil the show by watching it in snippets on and off... If i am ever guai enuf to study all my modules up to date, then i'll reward myself to a FULL NIGHT (watch all) of IRIS. motivation to study... haha... if i'm not done with any module, no watching till the end of sem. don't spoil the show sheri!
Kk.. time for me to sleep, then tmr continue 'idea generation' for bike proj, and ss readings. :X
~MehHz~

bad week

I want. I need. I hope.
I procrastinate. I laze. I complain.
I should just be satisfied with life.
Pls sheri, learn the meaning of 'being contented'.
i hate it. i accept it. i face it. can i?
~MeHhz~

CNY2

Lotsa stuff in my mind recently.
But everytime i wanna blog, my mind's empty.
anyway, here whatever i can rmb:
Projs.... MANY due soon. i'm panicking. Recess week is gonna be over soon. When will i stop slacking and get down to business? test coming up on thurs, and i haven't even touched page 1 or that module. SHIT.
K enuf of studies. Indy came to my house to celebrate cny. =) treated them to pizza and celebrated John's birthday. watched night in the museum and hitman. played risk. Loved the company. Cleaning up is always a chore. Mopping the floor, keeping the stools, cleaning the table, etc... BUT when i see friends enjoying, i'm a happy sheri. =) that's why i NEVER mind Aquos coming to stay over. I might be shag due to sleeping late due to the sleepover, sian to clean up, but i still do it willingly. cos i enjoy seeing friends enjoy themsleves~ XD Simliarly, indy too. Was still afraid that my house had nothing to entertain them other than movies. But thankfully there's Risk. XD Glad they enjoyed.
A certain friend couldn't come cos that friend was in malaysia, plus that friend felt awkward joining in, but no matter what, that friend will always be part of indy. due to certain incidents etc... that friend seldom joined indy activities, but i believe and trust that indy is always open for that friend to join in anytime. *huggs* no worries. (although the friend doesn't know my blog, but i'm just typing to remind myself of certain stuff)
Human relations can really be upsetting or complicated, but without human relationships, life will be dull. treasure friendships. =)
oh... regarding the first 3 days of cny, day 1: grandma house for lunch, day 2: aunt's house for lunch too, day 3: uncle's house for lunch. and these 3 days, sheri has been guai and acted like a girl of my age~ HAHA.... my aunt was still saying "wha... last few years ur mum was still complaining u dun dress up, dun care bout clothes, etc... Now i see u go uni, start dressing up liao." LOL... Kk.. i admit its fun to dress up, but TROUBLESOME. haha.. I've always like seeing clothes, but wearing nice clothes? Lazy lah.. and uncomfortable... So... only such occassions i shall, to please my mum, and at least dun look so childish among my cousins, since i'm like older than them, but always seem as young as them. LOL. I think if i'm with them infront of outsiders, they might think i'm about their age (sec3-JC)... haha... Cannot cannot.. must act more mature. XD but other than CNY or functions, i'll prob still be in my baggy tees and jeans. hehe~
Rawr~ thurs already. Tmr's fri. DONE NOTHING this whole week. Tonight! Finish GEM readings + notes. Tmr! study 2135 at least till page 50! and night, SS readings. Sat, relatives come, busy day, SHIT. Sun, lab report, 2135. Monday, 2142 webcasts, ALL, plus 2101 tutorial. Tues, 2114. I'm DYING!!! so many other stuff uncompleted. Serve me right for slacking so much during recess week!!!
Meetin yw tmr aft to mug!! =)
~MeHhz~
I really really look up to him, with the amount of work thrown onto him, amount of stress he faces, he still has time to help out the needy, still takes time to enjoy, and yet, still complete all he has to do. Peifu. Capable. I must learn to be as disciplined!!!! RAWR~

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EDIT2: Oh yay. The 2nd ah niu song is working now~ XD

EDIT: added a new blog song. from 阿牛. Long time no listen, brings back my childhood memories. My fav song. =) My bro started playing 阿牛's songs today. haha.. And i just realised, he changed his blog song too, to this that i changed to! XD We both like the same song~ haha... 阿牛's songs are really meaningful. =) wanted to add another song, but unfortunately the link doesn't work. =( go listen if u're interested http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mo49Y42DgEo&feature=related.

I dunno.. i suddenly feel that i've been neglecting some friends who are close to me.
Staying in hall made me so closed off from the world, and i'm so busy with all the hall stuff and module lectures, projects etc, that i've neglected my other friends who have been so close to me.
I tend to think that our relations won't be affected since we're so close already...
But i'm missing their company somehow.
Take CNY for example. I arranged an indy meeting @ my house on wed cos of John's birthday. But cos of that, i can't invite aquos, yw, sy, eveline, jean, shooting peeps, etc...
I feel bad, i mean they are my closest friends, but i can't find time in this one week for them. At least i convinced my mum to let me out on friday lunch with yw.
But the rest? :X
So I'll formally say SORRY here.
I'll try my best to arrange meetings and dates with u all more often.
INDY coming to my house tmr~ =)
~MeHhz~