22 and still.

i know you care, i'm sorry for being rude. But what's with forcing me to eat breakfast when i'm already 22years old. HELLO. i'm NOT skipping breakfast. I'm just taking a cup of milo b4 i travel to school for LUNCH. and yet, you must try to force me into eating something. FOR WHAT. i'm gonna eat in school anyway. Can't you just leave me alone? And you get all upset and offended after i end up being rude when you force me repeatedly. I mean, you can't exactly blame me right? there's a limit to my temper, i'm only human. Or maybe you can blame me after all, for being an insensitive and rude daughter.
Still, it's only breakfast. why must you make things so difficult.

Also, i was out, with aquos celebrating my bday with me. Do you really expect me to look at my watch, see it's late, tell my friends sorry, i got to leave now, right in the middle when we're playing lan? My friends made time to meet up with me, and i'm to up and go once it's late? yes, i was home late after curfew. 11+ when i'm supposed to reach home b4 11. but hey, i'm 22!! i DIDN'T go out to go clubbing or drink in a pub or flirt with some guy whatsoever. I was with my SECONDARY SCHOOL mates whom you KNOW personally. Granted, i'm late. But i msged to tell you. Is 22 not old enough to be given a little lee-way for being late? Hell, my friends don't even have curfew.

All these restrictions, and yet, i'm still the one where chores are dumped on, not my bro. sheri go change the fish water, go help me wash my shoes, go clean up the stains on the floor when you're free. I don't mind doing. Seriously. But when i'm being controlled to this extent, it's easy to get the feeling of being made used of. My bro gets to go out as and when he likes. He doesn't have curfew. He can be home at 3+4am for all he cares. Me? hope b4 a 9pm, esp just to packet dinner home. 10pm, if it's some 'special occasion'. Chores thrown to me just because i should be more free, or just because i do what i'm told to while my bro doesn't. I'm the easier one to nag at afterall.

Perhaps i should complain so much. Perhaps i should accept that this is part of being a family. I know, i'm lucky to even have parents when others don't. But sometimes i just need to rant abit.

On a lighter note, THANK YOU JACQ PRIS AND HOI for the awesome quality earpiece and hugely decorated note. =) and pancakes! and L4D2! XD
~MeHhz~