Thankful. =)

Some friends say i'm too 'anything', allowing pple to push me around. But i guess, in a way i seriously hate conflicts and stuff, so i'll more or less be fine with anything thrown at me unless it crosses my tolerance threshold, which is actually rather high. I guess i forgive easily, but don't exactly forget. Still, sometimes i'll want to rant, about everything, life, school, friends, family, etc...
And it's times like these that i'm thankful for that small handful of friends i have. I guess i'm rather sensitive, in a sense that b4 i feel comfortable to chat with a friend, i'll think twice on the impacts of my words and stuff. I don't wanna come across as proud, ranting to someone about something when he/she is worst off than me. I also don't wanna come across as some pity-seeking emo kiddo. I just need to know that these friends don't misunderstand my rantings. Anglican High has indeed gifted me with 2 such friends. Yw and Jacq, both whom understands me, listen to me patiently and either sympathizes with me cos they experience it too, or is in the position to give me sound advice to make me feel better. Hweesh is another buddy that i can rant to without fear.
The phrase 'don't wash your dirty linens in public' sometimes make me wonder if i've ranted too much about my family to these friends. Should i really have said such stuff and sorts? But i've come to think that, these are friends whom i trust to not spread what i rant and gossip, having known them for so long. So why fear? I do need an avenue to air my feelings sometimes anyway. And for listening to me, chatting with me, i wanna thank you'll. =)
Similarly, blogging is sort of a stress reliever to me and i hope that those whom i have trusted enough to tell my blog add will not spread my blog address. I know my blog's nothing fantastic, but time to time, i'll still blog somethings which should be private. So thanks in advance. XD

On a lighter note, FINALLY went cash studio to sing japanese songs. Though i didn't exactly sing much, cos i'ld rather allow others a chance to sing instead of hogging (anyway i know most songs and can sing along without mic, and i seldom can decide what song to choose anyway), i still had fun with them all. Jean, brandon, eveline, james, andrew, edison. Dinner was pontian wanton mee, with 2 bowls of soup! haha.. the auntie gave extra bowls of soup(with wanton!) to all of us. LOL! I do miss singing K with all groups of friends.
~MeHhz~