@#$^&*()

FUCK. don't pile this kind of responsibility on me.
it goes against all my values. and yet it seems wrong not to help you.
FUCK. i really don't need this kind of stuff at this period, esp this week.
either way, my actions will cause me guilt. which i seriously HATE to feel.
FUCK. why me.
~MeHhz~
*pardon my language, i'm tired and confused and pissed and guilty* SCREAMS