Sunday, March 04, 2012

expectations

It gets tiring sometimes, when others expect so much from you and yet don't return shit.
and they come shoot at you like u're supposed to be bloody perfect.
i've come to the point that makes me wonder, what is to be expected from those around you.
Is it wrong to expect just some understanding or what?
There's so much expectations piled on you, by so many diff people, expecting you to meet their each and every demands. Any right you do, is taken for granted. Any wrong step earns you a scolding, a lecture, a minus point, you get condemned.
But they always forget, that you're not bloody perfect. There's always a limit to patience, to expectations, to helpfulness, to everything. They expect you to be everything they want, when they are not.
That's how freakin unfair life is.
Is it too much to expect the same treatment? of cos. cos whatever 'treatment' you gave them was taken for granted, not remembered, so the 'same' treatment will be the negative things you've done to them. how 'great'.
and no one bloody remembers that you're a girl who's susceptible to PMS-ing, not a bloody perfect being who's supposed to have no tempers, speak gently, and be docile.
FML.

There's a quote i read: Those who are cold hearted, once cared greatly.
i think i might be reaching that point soon. maybe.
Sometimes i ask myself, why bother?
~MeHhz~

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