dunno.

It's kinda bad for my self-esteem to find out that i didn't even pass the airforce engineer interview.
They offered the air operations vocation to me though, but cos my dad was so against me signing on, i declined the chance.

I dunno what to think now, with my sucky results, even the airforce doesn't want me. Kinda crushing.
Oh well, i can only go on a job hunt when i'm back from aussie. Get a normal engineering job, work as a lousy engineer, hope i can learn more and slowly find my direction. i wanna say "i don't wanna think about it anymore, just enjoy my trip" but i'm still dwelling on it. SIGH.

come on sheri. you're flying off to aussie for grad trip, for once just shut down ur worrisome brain and enjoy life. job hunt after ur trip.

anyway, cya'll when i'm back!