Just took this test for fun, and it seems true. O.O

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
('cept maybe the 'give good and honest advice' i don't think i have to ability to. Lolx.)

!@#$%^&*

Stop trying to control my life and lecture me on what i should do. I'm well and aware u have many other things to do. Dont just assume i dont know what to do and raise ur voice to lecture me. Finish hearing wad i say. Stop feeling so 'hurt' just because i tell u i know how to handle certain stuff. I'm getting pissed, and it's not even 3hrs later and u're calling up to check on me. WTH.
I'm feeling like that guilty mean girl again. Why does this have to happen all over again?
~MehHhz~

Whee~~~

Yay~! Critic over.... like FINALLY. i can now touch my other subjs...
Recess week, one whole week for me to catch up on work... Will i be able to? :X Been wanting to do the 'notes' thingie (25 random facts, etc...) on facebook, but i stopped myself cos i should be studying. Lets just say, if i complete wad i need to during this recess week, then i will! XD
Hmm... seen some things the last week that make me think. When can i actually face reality and forget about such thoughts? Seeing others, i always feel that pang of jealously. But it was my own fault in the first place. How can u achieve something u never worked for? Yes, some are able to, some are blessed. But majority still worked for it. When can i ignore the self-conciousness and go for it? it's my own fault and heckcare attitude in the first place that resulted in this. 3 solutions: i work for it, or ignore wads holding me back, or regret and feel that pang of jealously always. Seeing how i am these days, probability of choice 3 seems the highest. Just incase anyone's wondering, this has nothing to do with relationships. =)
Recess week. I realised i'm gonna be busy. Lotsa stuff to pack, to sort out, to help out in. Why is the HDB upgrading period now?! >.<
And no.. this is not some emo post... it's just my 2 cents worth of thoughts. I'm fine.. haha...
~MehHz~

RAAWWRRR~!!!!

Critic critic critic critic critic!!!!! I keep diverting my attention. almost 2 days wasted on critic!!!!! I need to faster finish it... I realised i actually missed studying mle and eg1108. Haha.. but not maths. But for now, CRITIQUE!!!!!!!
I wanna jia you. I wanna complete stuff, but i'm never able to. critic ah!!!!!! Why must the author write such stuff? Euthanasia? I get wad she's saying, i can find loopholes, but I HATE TO CRITIC!!!!!! Hurry!!! tmr's the deadline!!!! completed 2 paragraphs... 3 more to go. i finally remember why i dun wanna join FASS. I hate such homework. But still, critique is the WORSE! i'ld rather write the position paper myself and do a critique as group work! Yikes!!! >.<
It'll be a great relief after friday, then i can concentrate on other subj. scram critic scram. Or no... i must learn to lurve it.... love my studies.... But critic...? eeee..... Nvm.... back to doing the critique...
I miss mle and eg1108.
~MeHhz~

CTW critique due on FRI!!!

Blogging again, even though i blogged less than 24hrs ago. From then till now, i've not done a single productive thing. My assignment is due on friday. 21% of my final results. And i've not started doing. I seriously wonder how some pple can just sit down and do their work, totally putting their full concentration on it. Is it because of the passion they have? or because i am plain lazy. I dunno. What happened to the me who used to study a reasonable amount before i do any other slacking stuff? why am i such a..... ? i know i've 'reprimanded' myself countless times on this blog or even in my mind. But it's not working. Maybe i should really not stay in hall the next sem. I dunno. I used to love studying. now i totally dread it. Why, i really wonder. There are tons of other interesting things to do, why study? just because. K, i know i dont make any sense, but yep, i'm just ranting as usual.
~MeHhz~

Pics + floorball

V-day pics: This is wad i gave the 18 friends in hall. ^^
I received: card from HS, reindeer bouquet from crsystal, candle from liling, rose from yk, royce choc from shuyun. Plus the name thing from 'crush'.
Sunday was the floorball match. Raffles was super cui... Very very bad.. :X But still, we tried our best i believe. Thanks MMs (awl & weibin) who kept our confidence level up. And the most credit goes to our dearest cutest goalee for all her amazing goal-keeping skills. ^^ She's just sooo cute.. haha...
When we scored a goal....

RH floorball girls TEAM!

RH supporters + team. (azi and ying ting~ so cute... haha..)

Seriously, i can only thank god for letting me know, i'm not as useless as a thought i would be.. =)

~Mehhz~

BELATED VDAY~

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEEPS~!!
Well, i missed postin' on feb 14, and apparently lotsa pple blogged on that day. haha...
Anyway, i'm not attached, so this day wasn't that significant to me. Except! it's kinda like a 'friendship day' kinda feeling. So i just prepared a small gift of chocs and sweets for the pple in hall. Yeah, i love them, so forgo-ed studies and spent time wrapping gifts. XD Nah..... i wont study even if i'm not wrapping chocs. Haha...
Anyway, i was wondering if i'm the only one giving out stuff, and if i should really do it. But it seems like it's a 'singaporean girl' kinda thing. Haha.. HS and Liling also gave stuff~! a card and a candle. Got a rose from yk as well... haha.. my 'crush'. NOTE: NOT my crush. 'crush' is just like the 'angel' from angel and mortal game. It's kinda funny how he 'tested water' by giving HS first... then gave crystal and i later... HS's diao face was epic. =P
Anyway, spent Vday at home mugging MLE. but concentrated only an hour, b4 i used the comp again.. =.= Then was popo's bday dinner... I shall upload pics on the vday gifts and popo's dinner next time.. ^^
Sigh.... and i'm blogging at such a time, when i gotta be up b4 8am tmr, or rather, today. :X Later is interhall floorball match. I just hope i dun drag the team down. >.< and i should be sleeping... MM will kill me if he knows i'm awake. Haha.
Now, brush teeth, go sleep.
PS: To aquos, yw, da jie & pengyous - I know i wouldn't have a chance of meetin ya'll anytime soon, so i din prepare any vday gifts. But i lurve u peeps all the same. *hugs*
~MeHhz~

Disgust

I've known him for so long, always thought i could understand him no matter wad. But since this year, he became so evasive, always causing me misery and reluctance to do what i should do.. I really began hating him. And i still do. But i know i should try to understand him. But just looking at him, i feel disgusted!!! Yucks! I dread to see him, i dread to touch him... But i have to... >.<
He is Mr. MATHS...

Kk.. crapping aside. I wonder if i did trigger off this matter because of that one sentence i said. It's actually totally harmless, but something seems wrong now. I'm kinda afraid i got her into trouble. But..... it was a harmless sentence!!! it can be kinda scary now... i dunno... i dun feel like caring.. but i feel guilty. I dunno.
Anyway, studies are dying. seriously. i tot i could control my time. But apparently not. Procrastination. I'm sooo pro at it. so much so that i'm gonna be sooo dead... Anyway, end of floorball by next week. No more nights burned. i'll be grabbing HS to study~!!!! haha... tons of assignment due... :X
~MeHhz~

*slaps* x100

How many times must i remind myself to mind my tone?! i always regret it 3 seconds later. ARGH! Patience sheri.. Patience.... MIND YOUR STUPID TONGUE!!

Just felt like bloggin...

Failed~!!!! Maths is not done, i'm not phantoming... =.='' And not mugging. monday was still okay, did a little productive stuff.. Tues, wad did i complete? Nothing... Just set3 of eg1108 questions. something which i dont need to hand up... =.=''
Then floorball... grr... i still super no stamina... i miss jc shootingdays~ haha..
Argh... and moday was spent reading manga AGAIn! sheesh.... no more indy suppers this week! That's my punishment! (although its like duh.. cos wed go home, thurs vday performance/floorball, friday floorball, i wont need to go for supper anyway.)
Lastly! Ahhh.... i'm having soooo many pimples!! haha.. yah.. the heck-care sheri is complaining. Cos it's multiple breakouts now instead of one or 2 big ones! Must be the late nights.. haha.. But i'll have to sleep late this week... >.<
Let me list out wad i need to complete by this week. Hopefully i can.
tonight- maths notes(read previous lecture), mle(tut, read notes), ctw(2assignment practices).
wed - prac piano, mno readings, lecture1revision
thurs - MATHS chapter1!!! TUTORIAL 1-3.
fri - mno(finish wadever i need), read mle text.
weekends - start ctw assignment, maths chapt2.
Lets see if i can even finish 50% of these... >.<
~MeHhz~

=.='' / =( / Zzzzzzz~

Thank god... I found my key.... It's hanged at my usual place in my room (and not thrown on the bed like i usually will do). Can't believe i was soooo blind.. haha.. After 2 days of worrying for nothing... =) thank god..
Got the email, floorball guys got 4th. From the tone, i knew all were depressed. It was evident that they practiced hard, aimed for a proper standing of 2nd. Was kinda sian i couldn't go see them. I wonder how the match actually was... And next sunday is the girls... =X sigh.... =(
2.43am. monday. back from malaysia. study or sleep? Zzzzz....
~Mehhz~

OMG!!!!!

Oh no~!!! What did the blur me do!?!?! i MISPLACED MY ROOM KEYS~!! Was rushing off to malaysia, then walked out of my room, then wanna lock the door, then.. CANNOT FIND IT!!! and my dad's in a bad mood, so i can't delay.. Now my room's not locked. Hope no one opens it. And HOPEFULLY i can find my keys when i'm back on monday. I'm praying hard! :X
~MeHhz~

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Damn. The words shot out before i filtered it with my brainless head. Just what the hell am i trying to do. I didnt mean it. I've tried so hard to change my tone time and again. But why do i not succeed? I need patience. I need discipline. I need to learn be satisfied.
Since i'm already blogging. I might as well continue... my studies are f-ed up. my time management is shit. I'm back to reading manga online. I'm not only doing that, i'm surfing the net when i have nothing else to do. Not blog reading(all read), not facebooking, but just surfing random sites, avoiding studies. Will i continue this useless behaviour and let history repeat itself? What's the use of typing this shit stuff when i return to slacking after that? pissed. SHERI SHALL NOT GO ONLINE FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR A DAY NEXT WEEK TILL SHE CATCHES UP WITH HER WORK. typed. but can i actually stick to what i typed? most likely no. Sheri's just a useless git.
~meHhz~

update =)

CNY PICs~! First up.... The home-cooked dishes~!!! Simple fare, but nice! I missed the tomato prawns and mostly, the tauhu~ (yep, i lurve tauhu! ) XD

My cute grandma... =) When i was was young, i was guilty of feeling that she's irritating, cos she keeps touching my arm when she talks to me, and it as uber itchy and irritating... haha... But now, i find her cute... Lolx...

My relatives and cute cousins. (not all are in this pic though)

My grandpa's place in the crematorium~!

And i cam-whored with my cousins on the way there....

And last but not least, my dear family~! pity my dad ain't back yet... And i'm sooo very amused by my bro's einstein tee with his tongue sticking out. Haha...

K... pics aside.... I've been slacking wayyyyy toooo muuuucccchhhh after cny... I'm sooo behind in EVERY subject... so much so that i've gotta punish myself if not i'll end up with sem1's cap again... :X So! no more going for indy supper if i dont catch up maths chapt 1 by friday! and maths chapt2 by tues! So there! Huge risk at stake. I'd better mug. ~MeHhz~

Dead tired....

Zzzz... super long day today....
Slept like 2am the night b4? Woke up at 7am to return to hall for floorball at 8am... Zzz.. thankfully, my dad fetched... Else i'll have to wake up at like... 6am?
Played from 9 till 1, and i'm still totally not fit.. argh... Why make me play attacker?! Haha....
Anyway, after that, had HS to help me da bao lunch (thank you~) and did laundry, before i settle down to prac guitar which was untouched for like 2 weeks? My lesson was at 4pm... No time to prac, so had to chiong in that 45mins and cab down to TM for lesson... almost fell asleep during lesson. I can't believe myself sial. It's an INDIVIDUAL lesson, and i can almost doze off while READING the score... =.='' I feel guilty towards my teacher, esp since today was my final lesson, i'm gonna quit already.
Then, walked home, helped my mum pack stuff.... slept for 15 mins, then on to uncle's house to bai nian. Stayed there till like 12.30am... Zzzzz.. Went home, bathe, then again, help my mum to arrange new year cookies into tubs, prepare goodies for relatives coming tmr... And now its like... 2am++? Freakin tired lah...
Now i should go do EG1108 tutorial.. It's due like on monday? and tmr i wont have time to touch... hiax... i'm soooooo back logged on my modules now. Esp maths. Seems like sem 1's history is gonna repeat itself. My Capppp~!!! >.<
Hopefully i can chiong finish wad i need to by next week, cos nxt weekend burned, going back to malaysia... Sigh....
I should go do tut now.. hopefully i can wake up for church tmr... T.T
I mentioned that i will post CNY pics soon.. Really, i will. Soon. Haha. I'm kinda bored with pictureless posts already...
~MeHhz~

Nothing much

Too tired to post any pics or words on CNY day 1. I shall update after all visitations are over.
Just one sentence: Sometimes i wonder if i'm a friend to them, or just someone they came across. Blah... guess i'm just being sensitive. Lolx.
~MeHhz~

HAPPY CNY 2009~!

Oh.. i'm blogging again. Lolx.
Firstly, HAPPY NIU YEAR PEEPS~!!!
It seems kinda non-new-year this year cos i'm not in malaysia. I miss the tuan yuan fan there, the crappings there, the graveyard visitations there... Singapore, it's fun, but seriously, i meet all these relatives almost everyweek or months since we're so close, i dun even feel the 'new year' mood. Just the taxing job of spring cleaning reminds me that it IS indeed cny. Lolx. and no angbaos for malaysia!!! i'll get only half the amt this year. >.<
haha... i just washed car with my bro... at 11pm on new years eve. Lolx.. it's fun, at least there's crapping and water playing. Lolx. First time i enjoyed washing car, though we wasted alot of water. But well... who cares.. :P
hmm.. i've been thinking if i should rebond my unruly hair again. But well, i kept thinking till now.... and its cny already. so forget it. Shan't waste $$... haha...
so there! no emo post this time! HAPPY CNY FOLKS~!
~Mehhz~

shag....?

Been wanting to blog for quite awhile. Many things have been running through my mind. But i'm seriously shag. (lets see if i'll end up typing everything in this post.)
Today was floorball training. @kallang valhall. kinda weird cos i still didn't know many of them at all. But once again, thank god for RH's friendly pple. Though i'm kinda quiet (as usual-i dunno how to open my mouth), at least they'll still joke around me. =) training... was, well.. fun, but my stupid leg just kept cramping. No idea why.. argh. hopefully the muscle will stop pulling by tmr. Oh. And i found out weibin(floorball guys ic) was actually from TPJC. Lolx. and he's my bro's age? Totally dun look that old. haha.
Anyway, i've been wondering many stuff these few days. Some blog-able, some not. First up, i'm kinda glad i went home on friday night. Kor mentioned that my ma should be happy. I was kinda having the "ya ya... she should be happy lor" attitude, until she mentioned: "i was wondering what kind of CNY this year will be, ur father not in singapore, ur bro gone out with his friends at night, i was so happy when u called to say u're coming back." that was when it striked me. I was such an ass, caught up in my own hall life, TOTALLY neglecting my mum. Ya, i was fighting hard to NOT return home. but i nvr really stopped to think from another point of view. I was indeed being tightly restricted, but i've been too f-kin' busy trying to break out to notice my mum's feelings. Or rather, i noticed, but i somehow didn't notice the severity of the situation. Now, i wonder what i should do. Hall or home in year 2? Should i do what's right? or what i really want to do?
Secondly, relationships are such fragile things. I've friends, many in fact, who got together and broke up (on both bad terms or good terms), friends who got together and are still happily together, friends who are in pursuit. I've seen the many troubles they had, or the bliss they shared. I guess i'm more affected by the troubles than bliss. There are no rights and wrongs in love, but there do exist some jerks out there. But jerks aside, i've seen friends struggle with their hearts, seen sad endings, enuf to realise, i'ld rather study now and not seek such troubles. To my dear friends out there, all the best in ur pursuits, to those already in bliss, treasure each other and be happy k? ^^
Thirdly, although i've known this fact all along, it's sooooo very clear to me now. Everyone has more than a side to his/her personality. One is the happy outgoing side, another is the more emo/ deep side. Somehow, i've gotten to see this double side of MANY friends, not just 1 or 2. It's kinda unerving, but at the same time, i'm glad they are 'open' enuf infront of me. Though i'm bad at words as usual (yah, most of u should have realised, i know how to listen, but dunno how to console de), all i can say is, i'll pray for all of u. ^^
Hmm.... seems like i managed to type majority of what i want, but still not all. I'm really dead tired now. Done more spring cleaning today as well.. Zzzz....
Sometimes i've wondered if i've been irritating some pple with my actions. I really wonder... Was i being too.... :X I dunno.
~Mehhz~

Zzzzz

Argh. Where did motivation run to? week 2 is total shag.. I just feel soo tired and sleepy. CNY is NOT a hols. It's just days to make me go back home, clean house, go back school, mug. And i'm not mugging in school! Argh. Zzzzz~
I need to feel motivated again. >.<
Edited: I just feel like blogging. (probably cos i dun wanna mug) Anyway, i feel blessed. Blessed to have great friends. In hall and out of hall. They inspire me to study, are concerned about me, and have fun with me. I should mug hard and not let them down. This week was a total slack. Tmr! i must complete what i need to, since its a free day.
~tiredMeHhz~

Musings...

Lolx.. i've been pondering weird stuff lately.. Haha.. seriously weird...
eg: Will i lead a less restricted yet more fruitful life if i were a guy?
Will i have the guts to chase after girls like so many guy friends are doing?
What's the difference btw an AH BENG and a normal person? It's completely possible for a person to dress up 'ah-beng-like' and yet carries himself so well, u wonder why he's dressed that way.
How did the word mugger = to someone who study's alot?
Lolx.. many more weird stuff... But i dun remember offhand. Haha.. And i'm so curious bout some stuff. But i shall shut up and not question. Lolx.
Anyway, i realised i'm blogging sooo much more these days. Guess it's my avenue to type crap and get away from mugging(which i seriously should be doing now).
Hmm... i wanted to rant just now. As usual, some minor arguments @ home. Or maybe i was just to pekchek. Argh. Life is nvr fair. But anyway, some physical activity cured me. Maybe i just miss PT like the shooting days... A PT a day keeps the rants away. (as if i'll ever get down to doing it everyday)
So.... now... time to mug... for an hr? then sleep... 8am lesson again... Zzzzz~
~Mehhz~