whatever

I'd wanted the next post to be on school life, happy stuff, recap on week 1 of school.
But i guess i just can't stop my fingers from blogging this.
It's all back to the main point.
It's all back to square one.
I didn't want to rant anymore.
But i guess i should just accept the fact now.
I was too naive that sem 2 would be different.
I guess not.
I lack the guts to lie too much.
Guess i'll be back to 'home-sweet-prison' more often.
I know i shouldn't use that anology.
But just for now, i just feel that it's so.

edited: it seems like everytime i'm on the phone with mum, its back to the discipline stuff and my timetable. Why can't she accept that i can be busy? or that i finally get to join activities i really want to? i know she needs my help in cny preparations. I will be home to help her. I'm already not complaining that i have to practically clean the whole house(cupboards, doors, kitchen cabinets, ornaments, mirrors, etc..) and that my bro just cleans the window. =.='' But wads with all the big hoohaa bout not being free on sat, etc? i have sunday and tuesday to clean. And she should know me better. When i clean, i really clean, without resting. i CAN finish all those in a short time while doing a thorough job. I'm trained from young mind u. Sheesh....
~MeHhz~