life......

i used to think being made use of is bad. But i realised something else that makes u feel worse. when u ask for a favour from someone who asked the same favour of you and you get rejected. that's a worse feeling. I know that favour i asked had the 'make-use-of-that-person' ring to it, but I did do that favour b4 for u anyway. was it so hard to reciprocate? not that i exactly needed that favour. I had other means of getting the job done, though it'll be more troublesome. i was just curious to see how ---- will react. i probably shouldn't have asked. it just made me realise, how 'on-the-surface' everything could be. and i hate it. oh well... that's life. ~MeHhz~