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Been feeling strange these few days...
It's like, i'm closing myself of from friends again, cos i need some self-reflection time, i.e emo time... sometimes i feel like posting status on facebook for pple to know how i feel, but that's so weird, cos i'm usually not an emo-and-let-everyone-know person. Somehow, this sem has been a sem that shows myself all my bad sides.
I can wish, i can dream, i can hope, but it's time to face the fact that these will never EVER come true. I'm an average (or maybe below avg) girl, with strict parents. I know i'm always addicted to stuff like dramas, movie, books, anime, cos i can just throw myself into a different world and not think of all the expectations pple have of me. A world where i need not think of my future, my lacking self, etc....
The more work i have to do, the more i wanna just delve into some book/drama and not think about work. Sheesh sheri. grow up. stop escaping to non-realities. stop wasting time. Seriously speaking, i really cannot imagine myself being an engineer now. With the limited knowledge i have... I think i'll do much better being a social worker or a nurse. Some kind of job that can really help pple in need. argh... i shouldn't be thinking about such stuff. Sheri, you're in uni now. concentrate on what u have to do and think about life when u've graduated.
Starting from tmr, busy week ahead. Engprof proj to complete tmr. Sat, locking mechanism brainstorm plus PC1144 assignment. Sun, PC1144 assignment, and Engprof tutorial. Next week, complete lab, do LAJ hw, vet engprof proj, start piston experiements. Zzzzz.....
YOU BETTER BUCK UP.
~MeHhz~