Moonlight Resonance

Edit: Just realised this post is long. Don't bother reading.
I've not been addicted to any HK drama series for a long time. Ever since i started being hooked on anime. I wonder is it because i grew up or wad, certain anime just strike me as plain stupid. They are good for laughs, but there seem like so many other things i can do instead of watching them. I have to admit though, that some are really meaningful while others also have interesting storyline to follow. Regardless, it's exam time now, but i was watching Moonlight Resonance, a HK drama.
It's mainly about family, betrayal and stuff like that. Sounds normal, but i already cried when i watched the first 2 episodes. Many instances were touching and heart-warming. Meaningful. Suddenly, i wish that in future, kor would get married, i would find mr.right. And our family would still gather together and have fun, laughter and stuff. Hopefully this scene would happen! ^^
Another thing that striked me... Tears used to brim my eyes, but never fall out. I wonder is it because i used to cry often when i was young, and then kor would laugh at me and say 'dai hum bao' which means big cry baby in cantonese. I felt that it's shameful to cry infront of pple, so i dont do that. But somehow, i'm crying so often while watching this show. Haha... Yeah.. old friends might be surprised. Sheri seldom gets angry or cry right? haha.. Maybe as i mature, i get more emotional easily.
Rawr~! I better stop these nonsense. It's 5am and i'm blogging, not studying or sleeping. I wanted to type the following stuff after exams. But since i'm seldom in the mood to blog, i shall jsut type it all now. Raffles Hall life is fun. I've made many new friends and some really close friends. I really thank them for all their help. I know i'll not do well for this semester. But it is all my fault. Others with constant practice and mugging are not facing this problem. Regardless, friends still coax me to study. They teach me, study with me, help me, allow me to concentrate. I'm really thankful to them. Pple like Jacq. Yep, we dont get to meet as often. But i'm really glad of the msn convo's we had in 'competing-to-study FINISH' a certain quota of chapters. Our courses are totally diff, but this still helped. Pple who sometimes wish me all the best for uni, and to jia you -- eveline, yw and psy(pengyou). Pple from Hall too. Hwee Shan, Brandon, Yeow Keng, Jia Yong, Crystal, Chee Chung, Anna, Wei Liang, John, Kevin, etc.. (Sorry if i missed out any. though they dunno my blog anyway.) The first 3 names helped me ALOT. HS helped me to concentrate mugging, allowed me to crash her room when i cant concentrate mugging, accompanied me at times, etc... Brandy always patiently teaches me everything i dunno. Unfortunately for him, he's taking the same subjs as me, so he's always bugged with stupid questions from me. But thanks to him, i understand my subjs better. ALOT better. Yeow Keng.. The genius. Sometimes i daren't ask him too much also.. :X cos he's just sooo smart. But he helped loads in C programming. And both of them always asks me random conceptual questions that i can learn from. The Rest of the names, are pple from Indie, pple who also make my day in NUS. They are always able to let me forget my study problems when i'm with them, be it during tea, supper, lunch, dinner, etc...
I should not slack anymore. Being any lazier will just rob me of such happiness when i can't stay in hostel. After this post, i shall sleep, then wake up and concentrate mugging. I have rested enough for today. It's mugging time tmr. WITH indie pple.
~MeHhz~

1 more week....

[Misc pic koped from net]
Done with physics, C programming and maths... argh... guess i can only say, it's time i faced the music for being sooo slack.. Aha~ Face the music.. ironically, i love music. Haha. Kk.. i know that's lame.. Anyway, hope i can do well for the last 2 papers.. But i'm already slacking! Sheesh... the worst (maths) is over, but i still need to mug! i can't slack now~!!!
Oh..i just realised i blogged on all my OG grps (indie) birthday celebrations 'cept for the latest one.. Our dear Dr. Green, a.k.a Brandy. Anyway, he got thrown coloured and scented water bombs.. the preparations were kinda fun.. but the banana scent was choking...will upload afew pics if time permits.
Let me divert to jrock abit.. i know i should not spam it here, but i'm too lazy to switch to the 'kuroshuriken' dashboard to blog.
Firstly, the blur me just realised waka-hime from danger gang changed her hairstyle~! I used to find her 2-coloured fringe weird.. But now i like this new black pink cut! ^^ Kk.. i'm a sucker for black-pink hair.. XD Hiko's hair is still as nice~
Introducing... Waka!!
And this is hiko~~
Next up, i just realised aki-sama from SID has his own signature model of Bass guitar~! And its a fender ESP~!!! Woots~!!

Wanted to post some of his pics here, but nah.. I shan't fan-girl.. Anyway, i really lurve his bass lines.. haha.. They always make me wanna learn bass.. Haha... Anyway, check out this song by SID. 私の雨... It has a jazzy rock feel.. ^^

~MeHhz~ (argh. i should be muggin!)

Eeeeeeee

Dang... i lost the study momentum... I guess it's time to admit that parental pressure at home is most beneficial for me. For once, i realised the drawing powers of my lappy could be sooo strong. o(>.<)oWhy am i blogging instead of mugging? **self-smacks** x100..
~MeHhz~

Short update

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIWEI AND SHIYONG!!
I know it's a belated post, but still, Best wishes to u both! I really lurve both of u...
Yiwei>> Its been like.. 7years? aww.. how time flies.. lets meet up more often! ^^ There's just way toooo much to type about regarding the fun we had.. So, i'll just skip the mushy part.. Haha...
Shiyong>> My pee-ing partner! XD peng you~! Thanks so much for ur company during the 2 yrs in JC.. Shooting together and crapping was sheer fun! Lets go back soon! Mugging @ the cafe was fun! ^^
Next: supper at mac with indie pple at 1am... Sheer fun as well.. I'm so glad i'm in indie where everybody is still so close and bonded. Fruits are fun.. Aha!
15thSat>> Met up with yw, meng & randal.. ate super ex german food. But was real great meeting up with old friends to crap. Photo's on facebook, credits to yw. ^^
Random stuff>> Mugging is getting harder and harder as we 'upgrade' from pri sch till uni. I just HATE mugging now. I'm wondering how i loved to do maths last time and totally FEAR it now. Sigh.. Regardless, this is a path i have chosen. Regretting now is useless. I HAVE TO ENDURE! ''I LOVE MATHS" [yeah right..as if]... Anyway, it's thanks to SID[j-rock band] that i managed to sit down and mug properly these 2 days to complete my physics notes.
I realised that as much as i try to 'lose touch' of jrock and return to mainstream cpop, the uniqueness of jrock never fails to attract me. Overlooking their 'oh-so-hot' image and screaming guttural sounds at times,some bands really have the X-factor, being musically-pro with all the catchy, jazzy rhythm and super pro bass-lines... SID is a GREAT BAND. I'm so gonna search for their whole DISCOVERY and dl every song. I lurve mao's voice,shinji's guitar, yuuya's drums & aki's bass!!
K this is not the time to blog about jrock. oops... :X
Time to sleep! *this was supposed to be a SHORT post. sigh....*
~Mehhz~

Self-reproach...

Sigh... i'm hating myself more and more... I mean, wth is wrong with me? Finals are like 2 weeks away? I've flunked all my test? And? I'm not studying... I'm very well aware of the consequences i have to face once i flunk my finals. Cut of from internet, from hostel, from going out with friends. If i truly do badly, no more hall. It's school and back home like the old days. No tv, no music, no wadsoever. Is it because hall provides too much freedom that i'm like that? Seeing everyone mug, i feel guilty. But once i'm alone in my room, i start using the lappy to read manga. what the hell am i doing? Am i so proud of being a slacker that i wanna flunk my finals? I'm always in evny of the smart pple in hall, but i take no action in improving myself. I know wad i must do, but my body somehow shuns away from work. I screwed up computing practical exam today, and i have the guts to spend the whole afternoon slacking. What kind of girl am i becoming? what's the point in feeling inferior to the majority of the nus pple cos you're more stupid when u dun even make an effort to study and improve. You suck.
~disgustedmehhz~

Halloween & thankfulness...

They say a picture paints a thousand words.. So there! A few thousand words. ^^

The Emcees, JJ and Su Bee a.k.a Mrs Plumbly.

First up, Unplugged! Senior singing malay song.. Note his sweater.

Then off comes the sweater!

And then out comes a knife! haha...

Next performance.

Then solo performance by Jialoon. singing Lin JunJie song!

Then it's CME (Chamber Music Ensemble):

Performed 2 songs. Nice! See the guy playing flute - Alex? That's a freakingly talented senior, composes songs, sings well, plays the guitar, studies medcine, etc... and there's the guy playing clarinet - Farid? Another pro senior, plays bass guitar, piano, clarinet... And he's in NUS jazz band if i'm not wrong. O.O

Next up, pumpkin styling competition btw the blocks.

Then, band performance. They totally rawked!
I lurve that bass.. nice woodgrain pattern!

And the vocalist was real good!

Then it's DANCE! The one everyone was looking forward to:

Jack-o-lantern! ^^

Scary pics....

K, the end of halloween~! ^^ This performance was on wed night.. But on friday night, there was movie marathon screening.. from 11pm to.. 7am! They showed Shutters, The Ring, Exorcist and It.

Well, it was friday that i'm really thankful... Was stuck with my comp programming question.. Then brandon came my room to crash..Teehee... i've got the pro to consult. Then came his roomie, yeow keng.. Another genius to consult.. Then came hwee shan! the computing student! Oh man.. i'm so thankful to these friends of mine..they never fail to help me or keep me company... Cos we wanted to watch It, which starts airing only at 5am... They kept me company in my room crapping along, while i do my programming and bombard them with programming bugs. (mini gathering. XD) Hah.. Then Yeow Keng fell asleep.. so Hwee Shan, Brandon and I went to watch IT at 5am without him.. haha.. then after that woke him up for breakfast... Conclusion, i din sleep on friday night/ sat morning. And! thinking i had marketing make-up lecture on sat morn 9am, i bathed at 8.30 to wake myself up, then rushed to catch a bus to business school. @ the bus-stop, i checked the venue, and voila! the lesson is on 8th nov, not 1st nov. =.='' Went back to my room to sleep for 2hrs b4 waking up to do physics, and then met indie pple for lunch. Thank god for giving me raffles hall to live in, Indie OG members to have fun and mug with!

Oh man! My doggie hubby turned gay with yeow keng!! Seriously, i'm surprised, how often do u see a guy willingly pose for a photo with a soft toy! Lolx! Though my hand shaked a littlem so pic blur.

Heh! and my doggie hubby cheats on me on tuesdays too!

~MeHhx~

short post

Lotsa things to blog, the regrets i have, the pressure i'm feeling, etc... But i lack the time. I'm busy.. Muggin? NO. Just catching up with assignments. I'm pathetic. But no.. this is not the time to turn emo. (OMG... I can actually emo so much... i just dicovered this now.) Shan't waste time blogging now. Back to assignments.
~MeHhx~

*smacks myself*

[Teru of Versailles]-OMG so chio!!
Oh man!! *Self-smacks* x 10 >.< What have i been doing the whole of this week? after getting stupid U for EG1109, wad am i doing? Nothing. slacking. Buck up sheri! Stop ur daydreamings and whatnot. There's the stupid quiz this sat!!!
***p.s - Woots... JJ new album!! ^^ ***
Oh yah! AND Raffles Hall concert rawkz! This music is the theme song, self-composed by our dear seniors! ^^
~MeHhz~

HAPPY BDAY HOI~!

I know its a belated post, but nonetheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!~MeHhz~

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sheri=stupid,sheri=stupid,sheri=stupid,sheri=stupid.
Haha... see.. it rhymes. I don't know why its so hard to absorb or solve when others can do it in like 2hrs? while i did less than half after 4hrs?! and i'm totally stuck?! i just feel like giving up. But no! it's due tomorrow night. Wad made me think i could complete it without help? sheri=stupid! wtfbbqmarshmello#$%^&!*(#@!!!

Some thoughts....

Fclc [Just some anime pic...]
Just some emo post to let out the stress i'm feeling. Dont bother reading.
It's 2 ++ am now. I should be sleeping... I don't know wads wrong with me. Uni life kinda tears me apart... I'm sooo tired nowadays, even though i have so much to complete. I know its my fault for being such a slacker. Maybe i just didn't want to face the fact that i'm stupid afterall, so i din study hard. Did i refuse to study for fear that i might flunk my midterms even though i studied hard? (bleh... that's just an excuse to myself) Being surrounded by scholars, disciplined pple, is very scary. The fear just builds up.

I'm sooo tired now, with all the uni stuff, but when i sit back and think, i haven't seem to complete anything wadsoever. What have i been doing for the past few months? seriously thinking, the only achievable thing i've done was to forge friendships in Raffles Hall, complete the music composition for RH concert. Other than that, nothing else.

My studies are dying away. It's the worst i've ever gotten throughout my life. Every single module is below average, 'cept for c programming, but its not much better anyway. And here i am still missing all my fav hobbies. I miss anime, listening to jrock, shooting with peng yous, singing with aquos, crapping with jrock forumers, etc etc etc... all these stuff, i've not done in ages. And yet, my studies are still dying away.

I was just reminded of my parents expectations. I've never really failed then before. But now, i'm really afraid. Very. Uni workload is taking its toll on me... and i'm starting to hate myself more and more... Sometimes, i just wish to heck every single module and just listen to music and do wad i enjoy. But i know i should not. When have i become such an idiot? I dont know. My parents dont know how badly i'm faring now. and i scared. seriously. Finals are in a months time, and i'm totally unprepared. the fear is mounting. I sometimes just end up staring into space and thinking wad will happen to me when flunk my finals. I should be mugging, i know. But i dunno why i'm not doing that. It's so unlike me to NOT keep up with my work.

I really dislike the me now.

~hatedMeHhz~

Pics pics pics...

This post will be practically wordless, all pics.. ^^ My OG... & hallmates.

BIRTHDAYS....

~MeHhz~

Just a quickie.

Mid-terms are over. i screwed maths. 4/10. Failed, while others got as high as 9/10. it's my fault, i know. My usual habit of heck-caring maths cos i hate it.
But i just got back C programming, passed. 15/25 (or is it 26? is the bonus question counted?) no matter, i'm not satisfied. This can be said to be my most confident subject, and this is the highest i can get? 15? Somehow, its kinda depressing. To know that i put in as much effort in this subject as some of my friends, (other subjects, know i slacked. but not for computing.) and get a 15 while others get 17? 20? 22? Is this truly the difference between someone from lousy schools and someone from pro JCs?
Wads left now is physics results. I DID study properly for it, i dare say. But not as much as computing, which i have been consistently studying. If i fail, SHERI WILL BE A MUGGER. If i pass, i might cut myself some slack. But i still need to mug. Friends who see me online these days, Please do me a favour. Send me a msn msg: "Are u mugging now? U should mug if u're playing with ur comp!" Thank you.
~MeHhz~
I'll upload pics and that one post on those who impacted my life soon.

Oh no, i'm not studying.

Haha.. Did a test for the fun of it..
I hereby pronoumce.. I AM A SLACKER~!

Greed:	Low
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very Low
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Low

Study, do stuff, etc etc etc....

Oh man... It's soo hectic during this recess week. i've been slacking too much in the past.
Sat sun, i slacked.. (again).
Monday, went back to school in the afternoon for concert music meeting. Then late afternoon went bugis for piano lesson, then evening gave tuition @ pasir ris(met yw there! i miss her!!!).. then night, met jacq to buy pris present.
Tuesday, went out for lunch with my family, rented lu ding ji to watch.. -.- see how slack. then night, went back to school for music.
Wed, morning met marketing group for project. Spent the whole afternoon watching honey and clover and doing marketing project. Night, went home, studied 1 chapter of maths.
Thurs, met pris and jacq to celebrate pris bday... More updates of it @ AQUOS blog soon... ^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BU~!! LURVE YA PRISSYPOO~~~

STRAWBERRY CAKE~~~!! o(^.^)V
Fri, met shiyong ~Woots~ at 8.30... haha... Went back to TPJC to STUDY~!! XD We were damn sleepy and sian throughout.. but still, it was more productive than sstaying at home to mug.. haha.. studied from 9-6? XD with short breaks in between.. Met shooting juniors.. Oh how i lurve them.. XD Was a fun and rather productive day! TPJC cafe is a good mugging place! :P
Now, to list wad i still have to do... >.<
1) study MATHS!!
2)Study PC1431
3)Study computing
4)Do masteringphysics
5)Do physicsimparo
6)Do cs tutorial
7)Do mkt project
8)Complete music composition of prologue (damn, gotta extend the song till 6 min)
9)Complete music for kitchen scene (50% done)
10)Complete the filler i have to do myself (not started yet)
11) Catch up on all the tutorials!!!
12) Follow-up calls to Holland Village, Tiong Bahru Plaza, to see if they're really interested in getting RH choir to carol.
13) Blog pics on my OG & those who impacted my life.
See how much i have to do? Almost all must be done at b4 next week ends.. :X Some are due like Monday? Tues? I'm soooo dead...
Chiong ah~!!!
~MeHhz~

Meh~eh.. Another pictureless update.

Gomen ne.. I'm sooo busy these days, i'm too tired to upload pics and stuff...
It's finall recess week, but i've been slack the first half of it. Lotsa stuff to settle, and i still dare to slack. Uni is not a playground, but i'm still visualising that. Oh man... If i truly flunk my mid terms (which i think i will), i WILL stop going online for more than 2hrs a day. I will be a mugger. SO! Sheri, u want a fun hostel life? U better start mugging now!
Fri 19th sept. RH bash @ double O. Missed it, thus, missed crystal's bday smashing cake. BUT for i good reason, my mum's birthday. Heh.. was a fun family bonding day, despite the fact that i was stoning quite a lot cos i had to rush c programming assignment the night b4, so i had like 3 hrs of sleep only? haha...
Sat 20th. Met up with shiro, ruka, ika and sunny, the usual jrock friends, to go to Waseda High School open house @ clementi. Oh man.. For once i feel lke i'm really in Japan. The students all converse in Japanese (of cos they speak to singaporeans in english), and the whole school compound is filled with japanese of all ages, young kids to old adults. And their open houses are exactly like wad u see in anime, drama or manga. Classes set up booths (traditional games, cafe, haunted houses, displays...) and it's super fun!! U really get to experience the culture. The performaces rawked too. esp a female vocal. She really rocked the house, and her drummer is Woah~!!! XD
Anyway, have not started studying AT ALL. I'm soo dead. Gotta mug now. Sorry for boring pictureless posts...
~MeHhz~

Minor update...

1) Sat was EG1109 quiz. Yes, i screwed that up. Although i pia-ed the whole friday, from 8pm (slacked in the afternoon) till 8am sat. Yes, it's not a typo error. I stayed up through the night with brandon and su bee mugging, puzzling out statics and trusses. We mugged till breakfast was served at 7.40, then went to sleep for 1.5hrs b4 going for the test at 10am. Still, i flunked, but without the all-nighter, i wont even know how to start on the questions. >.<
2) Eeee... Concert music's deadline is in 1.5 weeks time, and we're only 10% done... Nnnnooooo~ @.@
3) Yay~! thanks pee-ing partner-SY, and her other half :) , for the prezzie~! XD Lurve ya both!! <33
4) Yes i'm supposed to upload OG pics and that long delayed post on those who impacted my life. I promise i'll do it by end of this week. (unless i haven't gotten pics from wayne.)
~MeHhz~

Somehow.....

I just remembered... I told myself to dedicate a post to all who made an impact in my life from young till now on my 19th birthday.. But i haven't done that. Oopx.. and i'm kinda lazy to do that now... another day then.. XD it'll be a really long post.
i still haven't gotten the orientation group photo's from wayne yet... So i'll upload pics another time (plus i'm kinda lazy to do so now, though i can kope some from facebook). Yes... and here i am blogging instead of mugging or sleeping. I LACK DISCIPLINE~!!!! somehow i must get myself into mugging mode. i'm gonna be sooo dead soon. And i still gotta churn out a song for hall concert by the end of 2 weeks.. Rawr~~~~ so many things uncompleted. Jia you sheri~!!!! if u wanna prove u have the ability to stay in hall and yet study, u gotta buck up!!!! >.<
Found out recently many youngsters like to blog emo posts... Dun get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with emo posts and stuff. But don't u think 'burying in self-pity' is kinda useless... I see pple blogging bout how meaningless life is, how lonely they are, with no friends, scolding their parents f words for being too busybody. Posting about how they love this guy or that girl and the other party doesnt give a damn, or ignores them, etc.. It's okay to emo once in awhile, but if every post is like that, u'll just think ur life is sad and continue wallowing in self-pity. Oh come on. Life ain't just about urself. Look around u. See the beauty in nature and stuff like that. Why complain about being 'all alone in this world' when there's ur parents who care for u while u brush them away like flies. Why bother so much bout love when u don't even have a steady income or job to support whoever u like? For heaven's sake, u pple are only like 14-17+ years. Concentrate on ur studies and don't let ur parents down. All the emo crap are just rubbish. -.-'' I really wonder wad are youngsters doing nowadays... Is being emo the new trend? @.@
(K. i'm not refering to anyone who reads my blog, cos the pple i'm talking about dont know i have this blog, so typing this stuff is kinda like 'wasted effort' cos they're not gonna read it, but this is just a venue for me to air my thoughts.)
Kk.. it's time for me to sleep.. Gotta do CIP tmr to get aux points for hall.. Oyasumi~
~MeHhx~

Dummies guide to the art of mugging...

Yes.. i seriously need it. I'm so back-logged on my studies. See smart-ass pple doing super stuff, used to be my motivation to study.. (AHS- k my whole class is smart, i HAD to catch up, TPJC- Bleh... can't remember his name, but he's a PRC scholar, super pro in physics and programming, and always in the library reading thick books.) But now, it doesn't work anymore... I see so many smart-ass pple that it's kinda demoralising to come from TPJC and be blur when the rest (RJC, HCJC, etc...) are clearly catching up. I've had too much fun during this hols... I NEED TO MUG!! But lappy is the main distraction. Dammit. i need to be a mugger.i need to be a mugger. i need to be a mugger. (>.<)
Thx to yw, xf, & nerf for the bag as my present! and sy(da jie) for the posters! Met YW and SY for dinner at suntec last week. As usual, chit chat and crap. And yes, i lurve them.
Today, met sgclub jrock pple to see them jam. Shiro, pen, wee, roger and new guitarist tasu. Nice songs... Main purpose was to celebrate ruka's bday. but i had to leave early, missed see-ing her open the present.
Reason for leaving early - charity concert at the zoo. Bought tickets to support liling since she was one of the organisers. Met with ben, wayne, jia yong and hwee shan. My dear OG members.. t'was fun! the usual crapping stuff. Hall life is always fun with them around. wasted i couldn't eat dinner with them. Might have gotten a free treat from ben and wayne since they were seniors.. :X haha...
Kk.. that's all. Kinda lazy to blog these few days, and i've not uploaded any pics yet. :X I WILL when i get them, and have time to do so.
~meHhz~

My Birthday~

Whee~!!! I nvr request anything from my parents, so i got ang bao.. XD Same from aunt chris. For my bro, was a good quaality headset!! yay~!! Wad i always wanted cos my headphones have such sucky sound systems. Got a card from HL too. Then, from AQUOS!!!~ I got.... stuff to deco my hostel room. (A stuff toy, a 'memo'clock and a book holder.) Woots.. and we went to vivo, etc etc etc... Lurve them loads. Kinda lazy to type, so detail of AQUOS pls check AQUOS blog @ http://home-of-aquos.blogspot.com/
Anyway, i never mentioned my bday to my hall OG mates. But yeah.. Thanks to my dear AOGL wayne who was sooo free to look through the list of b'days. He told everyone. -.- and i got celebrated. haha.. I'm really glad they actually took pains to plan such stuff for just a simple birthday. That's why i lurve my OG sooo very much. But yeah... i got poured 2 buckets for water on like 12 +++ am when we so-called 'went out for supper'. My OGL, ben,whose bday was on the 16th also got the same treatment together with me. But his was worse.. Like 5 buckets? haha.. but yeah, in the end we got a cake to cut, candle to blow, cakes to eat. Fun memories i share with my og.. That's why i know i'm really really gonna miss hall life if i can't stay next year, esp since i can't stayover often and can't collect participation points. >.< And yep, crystal was the 'director' and ming hwee & weiliang were the ones who 'sabo-ed' me and ben. Crazy pple, but lovely OG.
Gonna go meet sy and yw on this sat.. looking forward~
Sigh.i need to study.. i'm like soooo backward on lectures. Esp, maths. sian... Better go offline now.. bye~
Will upload pics when i get them.
Mehhz.